Since my life is being threatened, I guess I should write something lmao. I came into this game intending to run shit, but on a much more discreet level. I made sure to create a conversation with every houseguest who logged on that first day, but I made sure to avoid game talk for the most part. It was more about building bonds. Initial reactions to Aaron, Jim, and Pedro were pretty harsh lol. Pedro was the obvious troll. Jim was Mr. Congeniality (eyeroll at the time). Aaron was just kind of a jerk lmao. Talking to those three was a wild ride because they were so different and they highkey disliked each other. I didn’t really feel Jim liked me, but Aaron and Pedro were fun. I’m not sure how Aaron and I solidified as a final 2, but I know it happened within a few days. Pedro obviously would never be loyal because we already knew he was a flirty ho
My eyes were on that one quiiiick.
I made the mistake early on of aligning with some emotional players and some erratic ones that forced my hand super early. Girl Gang was beautiful. JABSS was iffy, but I enjoyed the safety. I had helped Russell steal the HOH because I wanted to shake some things up. That big 10 alliance needed to go and I wanted to use Russell to blow it up from the inside. It worked in creating a little chaos, but things took a bad turn when DW won HOH. Two self evictions and a threatened one later, me and Aaron are being called out at running the house together
I mean it was true, but come on. From then on out, it’s been pure chaos. Aaron and I had to win back to back to keep ourselves safe, but the rage it inspired amused me lol. Obviously Pedro had to go next because of his mouth and the fact that he was such a wildcard who would clearly take me out lmao. Flipping the vote on him was a great decision because Kway provided valuable information that helped me take control of the game. Kway told me about key 3. Kway went and planted the seeds of doubt amongst Syd, dw and big t. I put Kway up as a pawn fully aware he would probably go home. Harsh? Yes. But I also knew it would directly benefit my game to have that emotionality gone now that I had my info.
Just before Kway left, we worked on villanelle. I knew they were both coming back with info and some was true and some was false, but all that mattered to me was I could see she was doing a delicate dance. She didn’t want to be a threat, but she clearly was. When I realized Villanelle was a huge threat, I tried to get rid of her with noooo luck. Girl kept winning vetos and keeping me from backdooring her. So in an effort to build trust and to keep her from giving or getting info. I offered my quarantine pass. I’d never use it, so it was a great way to get rid of it. After she accepted, all hell broke loose with dw as HOH., Aaron used his immunity on me (YOU FUCKING KING) and then managed to pull himself off the block. The war with DW was fun tbh. Villanelle was an ally/nemesis and I really enjoyed not knowing who would actually take the other out. I’m sad the opportunity appeared on Aaron’s HOH, but I’m glad he listened and put her up because I really believe she’s the only one that could have beaten me.
I know I’m skipping around a lot and missing everything with Pedro, but that man is a story of his own lmao. The way I love and hate him
I also know I’m missing A LOT with Aaron, but that’s also a whole other story
The loyalty in this partnership is real and it shows. That’s my ride or die right there. I swear I’ll get to these two eventually.
The rest of the game has been about being open to deals that work in the moment. Being unafraid has made me want to have a knockdown dragout final 4 and I’m glad I was able to get there. DW came to me with a deal to keep her safe and she wouldn’t target me. She’s kept true to her word and so have I. Jim and Aaron’s situation made jim more loyal to me despite working against me in the game.
I know this was all over the place, but I’m hungover and Arisa threatened my life if I didn’t DR
If I don’t make the finale, I’ll burn this house down
Subject: Slayer Thoughts 
