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I realize I probably made a mistake with my nominations and everything was a whirlwind and it was so hard to clearly figure out what was going on last night. So, I'm sorry about that.

I'm curious to know why Syd would've been better to evict than Big T. One of the things I noticed was that Big T told me a lot about the initial plans to backdoor me by Buffy and Aaron. Which is frankly a plan that I sensed in my gut, it's why I tried very hard in those two POVs when Aaron and Buffy won.

Syd gave me very little information. Which is why I would've voted to keep Big T if it went to a tiebreaker. Is Syd with Buffy/Aaron you think?

No worries girl. I definitely think syd is with Buffy and Aaron and is the one who tried to pin that 3 person alliance on me so that’s why I fought so hard for big t to stay. It seems like everyone is working with Buffy/Aaron though because no one would even hear me out.

I want to talk to you about a bunch of things I have in mind but I want to make sure this is between you and me, because as of right now, I'm in an extremely precarious position. The power that was used on me last night was basically a gesture/favor for me in hopes to solidify their bond with me. They started to get really nervous about me turning on them down the line because of all the things I started to find out about what they were planning against me. I think they need me because I'm good at challenges and they are realizing that, so they are doing everything in their power to make sure they convince me to stick with them.

I obviously know sticking with them long term would be extremely stupid for my endgame. I also think by using that advantage on me, it would put me in a position where the optics look bad for me and it looks like I'm now someone who will ride or die with Buffy/Aaron no matter what. By doing this they put me in a corner where the only possible option I now have is to work with them only because now nobody else trusts me. My options are far more limited now than they were yesterday because of this advantage. Any maneuvers I potentially had are now in jeopardy because any trust I might've gotten might be in jeopardy because of this.

I'm reaching out to you only and nobody else because you've been straight up with me about a lot of the events in this game. Also I'm reaching out to you on a day you aren't eligible to play HOH so this isn't me just trying to curry your favor just in case you win tonight. I'm thinking about big picture things. If you don't trust me, or are wary of me, I wouldn't blame you at all. The situation I'm in truly is a nightmare.

Oh, I forgot to mention another reason why I'm reaching out to you and nobody else is because I think you and I are the only other serious challenge threats that can prevent those two from basically winning out the game.

I promise everything will stay between us, I’m in a precarious position too and I’m all alone. I honestly think them using the power on you was just a way to trap you into working with them, because now everyone thinks you’re a trio. I still feel the same about you and I really want to work with you if you’re down to target Buffy and Aaron because I truly think you and I are the only ones who can pull it off by winning competitions. They were coming after you until they realized you’re great at comps and now they want to use you for their own games. I know they’re powerful and it’s hard to go against them but I’ve obviously made my position very clear and they’re coming after me before anyone else. I think you and I need to work together, against them, to have any shot of winning this game.

I absolutely agree with all of that. If I wasn't in quarantine, I would be reaching out to you with all of these thoughts yesterday before HOH. I'm truly down for working with each other and with anyone else that would trust me because I really have no idea who would at this point after what happened.

Any conversations I have with Buffy and Aaron, they are making it seem like I am the only person they are close with. Really playing up the need that we all need each other to survive and there is no other way.

I really want to do effective damage control over this advantage being played on me but I'm afraid of it blowing up in my face.

Syd told me yesterday that she was in an alliance that included her, buffy, aaron, jim, and spongebob called JABSS, so obviously you are not the only person they are close with. 

I honestly think Daenerys and Natalie would be totally open to working with you. The three of us are the outsiders and all we want is to target buffy and aaron and they would understand that they played the advantage on you to basically frame you. We would be so grateful to have you working with us.

Oh yeah for sure, there's no doubt in my mind that I'm not the only person they are close with. They seem to have quite a bit of pull in that Big T eviction.

I'll reach out to those two. I know that Dany was getting kind of hostile and paranoid with me the other day and I was trying to calmly talk to her to ease her stress and then this advantage was played on me and I'm sure all the work I did to try to get her to trust me went out the window after that lol.

I spoke with Dany and she was very receptive

Oh that's great! I honestly think the three of us could be a great team moving forward.

I can reach out to Natalie too after HOH if need be too, if you think that's smart

Good luck in HOH girl I'm rooting for you so hard!

Reaching out to Natalie later would be good too. Maybe even Jim, I think he's with me too. He was aligned with Buffy and Aaron previously but I think he feels the same way about them we do.

Yeah I suspect there's a decent amount of people that Buffy and Aaron think they have but they are just waiting for the right time to strike.

I'm so mad