What a night this was. I really couldn’t have scripted this whole night any better. Winning HOH and nominating the perfect pairing of people in Ariana Grande and Peter Griffin. Ariana being evicted and then Peter quitting, both of my nominees are out of the game in one clean swoop. I make no immediate enemies from this HOH reign.
Things would get complicated afterwards though but still it worked out to my favor in many different ways. Liza winning HOH was very good, because I put in the work with her to make her feel like I could be someone that she could use to her advantage and hide behind. Her winning and then refusing to even consider me as a backdoor option was a huge optic win. This makes her look weak and it makes me look like some kind of master manipulator. It’s excellent.
Klaus felt like some kind of figurehead in this game. For whatever reason, people felt like he was the natural winner and I think he would’ve been hard to beat at the end. The fact that he’s acting like it was the dumbest move ever to not take me out, sends a clear sign to the jury. This is the kind of thing I’ve always struggled with, overcoming the perception problem. If I’m perceived as the biggest threat, and somebody who overcame the most odds to win and there are people in the game who are unable and unwilling to take me out. If I can become that kind of figure in this game and still make it to the end. My chances increase greatly at winning over a jury.
Klaus trying to backdoor me again and being unable to succeed at swaying Liza was wonderful. I’m enjoying the hell out of this game and I’m playing like someone who has nothing to lose.
I’m no idiot though, it’s very clear the the ENTIRE house is just sucking up to me out of fear. I’m truly in a position where I can have a lot of sway by just instilling fear in people because of my insane challenge abilities. It’s a double edged sword, however. It’s VERY obvious that the moment somebody has to take a clean shot at me without the risk of me being able to retaliate, they will do it. No question about it. I will have to pretty much win out to have any shot at sniffing the finals.
It’s very obvious though that people are throwing each other under the bus because they are nervous about me finding things out and me targeting them. David Rose is a good ally of mine, he’s loyal and he proved that to me by telling me that Barney had flirted with the idea of maybe trying to backdoor me. Do I think David Rose himself won’t try to take me out if he had the chance? No way, he definitely would. But I want to utilize this fear people have of me to gain knowledge and more power.
"The Unthinkables" is dead to me as an alliance, but I'll continue to act like a dumdum and pretend it's real still to me. But none of those people want to work with me long term, it's so fucking obvious. Kam and Barney will take me out the first chance they get.
If I had to guess, I’ll fall short in one of these veto competitions, and I’ll be out of the game. Every single person in the house will want this on their resume. They want to be able to be the one who can say they took out Rose the Hat. Obviously, I'm going to fight as hard as I possibly can for that to not happen though.