OMG WTF

Welp,

I can see the disadvantage that I am at. It seems people who have previously played have shared their identities and formed pre game alliances. theres like 5 girls I wanted to make an alliance with and most of them are already aligned together. I feel like there is no point in trying to get in the middle of that.

I really need to find my #1 on the other side of the house so I can implement my strategy. But its so hard to know who to trust in a game like this bc you cant see what others are doing. If you were in person you would be able to see the way other people move. this is just hard bc I cant see anything.

I have to readjust my entire strategy and I def want to win the next HOH so I can get some info. At first I didnt want to win an HOH early. But Im so in the fucking dark that if I dont win Im screwed.  If I can make it through 3 more HOH's that will be the perfect time to start winning. However, this is rough. I want to trust carly but she is saying she has no other alliances and I just don't know how true that is.