Daily DRs

7/1/20

y'all it is so annoying having to act all proper in these messages ,&/&(&/&((&/&(&/&: but i'm gonna do what i have to do to get my money and if that means act like a 60 year old woman to appeal to these people i will do so. the way i'm lying to everyone and acting like i haven't immediately sent in my votes both times now is so funny to me... my serve. i want my BBQ bucks PERIOD. anyway i want michael out for this vote because I feel like i know who is playing as him and I really don't want people I've possible played with in other games being here since they know my strategy. even if they won't 100% know who is behind marianne, i feel like some of my speech patterns may make my identity obvious. lastly i hope shirley is down with our f2 cuz as of now i am honoring it. I want alycia out of here period. I will be gunning for HOH and may backdoor her tbh. we'll see.

No cuz im about to have a breakdown ($&-&(&/&;& WHY DID SHIRLEY GET TEN VOTES THERE IS DEF AN ALLIANCE EXISTING AHHH

my final two being voted out day 4 im so quirky like that

Now I know y'all arent going to boot me from this comp when that man took well over 60 seconds to give a name

Not this

7/2 DR

Well I am clearly screwed. I knew there were alliances but I thought I was solid with the group that was formed with the 7 girls. Now I'm paranoid. All of these bitches are fake and to be quite honest I don't care if I end up nominated and evicted today. Mostly everyone here is fake as I want to lick you. Why didn't Layla put me on the chain???? These girls want you out, DUMMY. Oh my god I am so mad. What's my next move, you ask? I literally don't even know. This is a nightmare. Hopefully this new alliance Daphne tried forming with me works out lol?

7/3

Girl, I don't know what the I want to lick you is going on here but I was added to like 3 more alliances and now there's allegedly 2 sides or sumn. I'm currently in alliances on both sides so I'm happy ahhh. But, I'm still rlly nervous about going up after last night's mess of an HOH. I'm feeling very vulnerable but I feel better about the people I've spoken to today and established working relationships with aka Meg, Celine, Penny etc. Hopefully I can keep sliding by as the cute quirky girl that is sick and has no idea what's going on. I also hope they're believing the sob story I keep telling about how no one games with me LOL. We'll see what happens y'all. TO BE CONTINUED

7/4

Happy Saturday everyone! I want to lick you the 4th of a July and I want to lick you America. Period. Anyway, Today will be an interesting day. With HOH at 2 that probably means there will be mess happening way earlier than expected. I hope the girls aren't mad I fell asleep early last night and didn't get to discuss the votes with them... ahhh. But I'm happy that even without doing so my intuition was able to make me vote in the majority and get Tinashe out. I sorta snapped a bit. I don't necessarily feel more confident going into this week considering the numbers are dwindling but I think that as the days go by I have been able to have better conversations with people and be roped in as someone they can trust or think they have in their back pocket. Such silly ducks. In due time they will know I am not someone to be messed with.

6/5

I want to lick you. Idk what to think about Tyler. He says I'm safe but tbh I feel like he is very willing to put me up. Hopefully I'm wrong. Btw I was robbed of that HOH win and y'all know it.. my story was hilarious and I'm the only girl who thought out of the box by adding pictures Like I'm such a creative girly my mind amazes me sometimes. Anyway Megan just told me everyone she speaks to likes me and finds me genuine and that scares me a bit... like girl I feel like you're into my game or sumn. It's constant paranoia here, but if I am evicted I feel like it won't be the end of the world. I need the 3k but I can survive without it. Methinks I snapped when I threw Haleigh utb to both HOHs. I'm hoping that doesn't bite me in the ass though. I kinda just don't see how Carter wouldn't know she was apart of the trio that turned their online status off since she's clearly girlies with Keke... but okay... Anyway yeah I hope I survive this week and I will keep trying to win HOH in the future. I want to make a big move, ugh.

Girl idk where that I want to lick you came from uhhh

THIS ALLIANCE MICHAEL JUST ADDED ME TO!!??!&(&2&(&&2'fkqmgkwkr

Penny is so fucking shady girl. I'M ONTO YOU

Tbh Marrianne, others asked me if they could add pictures and I said no, so you actually got an advantage because you never asked and it was too late by the time I saw all that sksksk

Plsssss

7/6

Last night was so funny ahhh me and my girls pulled a fast one and voted Percy like the bad biches we are. Layla is sketchy asf by the way like she literally went right to Tyler and told him that I said he told me I can vote anyone I want, just so that she could make him tell me to get Heather out... it's getting weird. You are caught. The dynamics of the house are very very clear right now and if I win HOH I just might put up Layla Carter or Keke. Hopefully I'm still viewed as under the radar to these people though because I feel like I've been being a bit messy lately... My breakdown yesterday was necessary, but not cute at all. Also I just noticed someone bought the automatic HOH we- Hopefully it doesn't send me packing girl ahhh. Send me good vibes for HOH tonight I want to make a big move with one of my girls whewww