Subject: My BBQ experience Mon Jul 06, 2020 8:35 pm
BbQ quarantine
When Kathy approached me to play this game, I was very hesitant because it was going to be my first ever online game of any sort. All I did on twitter was talk shit. I didn’t even know how to work a forum. But of course I said yes because I wanted the experience but not only that, Kathy has been a longtime mutual and I wanted to support her hardwork. Playing in S2 as Daenerys I came in with no strategy at all but I quickly became the clueless social butterfly and you know what? If I had run with that, I think I could’ve gotten somewhere. Anyway, I didn’t because I let my big mouth and frustration from sucking at comps/forum took over and I was evicted. S3 I was Klaus Hargreeves, a straight Caucasian male what could go wrong right? Wrong. I came in with a strategy to play hard in competitions, to be social, to create alliances but unfortunately all that led to being perceived as a threat from early on. However, although it was very stressful, my experience on S3 felt more real. I did better at comps and I had loyal ride or die allies. Now I’m playing I’m S4 as Layla Keating; I planned to play a bit of Dany and a bit of Klaus towards the end but I was set up from the beginning. However, I do think all is going well right now. Perhaps these rooms created out of convenience is protecting me.
Overall, this series has made me realize just how hard REAL big brother must be. The amount of anxiety and stress it has given me over the 3 seasons is enough to put me to rest Chile. From the pressures of being the right level of social, being in alliances, trying and winning competitions, twists. It’s such a mess. And the stress is even more heightened on this season due to the cash prize. Although I would love to win that money, I promise myself after S3 and Klaus that I will just have fun with it. I’m not gonna stress too much because this forum game will not kill me
Anyways Congratulations Kathy because you truly created an insane game.
Subject: BBQ challenges 
