Thoughts

Jesus f*cking Christ! Astrid just talked shit about ikea in the domin8 room and now she doesn’t understand why I’m telling her to delete. I’m going to lose my shit.

Lord help me understand how Lisa joined the game during finals and acts like that’s an excuse when I’m taking 15 credits right now lol. It’s management! Also how does she expect to be loyal to everyone?

Bruh drunk Stacia made some wild choices lmao

Fessy has been in my DMs heavy for a few days lol I’m curious if he’s doing the same to other people or what. He seems nice, but the Internet is weird.

Leave Lisa Donahue's ass where it belongs. In an eviction seat. All three girls came on last night, regardless of if they talked as much as lisa. This girl is gonna just disappear again and pop up with some sad stories about finals. Nooooope.

LMAO good points

Plus I feel like it's unfair because if anyone ever ends up in this position, they're going to want a revote as well.

So if I stay, which I know is a long shot, can you please remove me from any groups I was sucked into lol

So I don’t know if I’m allowed to still post in here since I’m evicted?

Yes you can but don't DM players please

Oh I won’t be. Sorry about that earlier. I was cut off and things were twisted, but I promise I won’t ever again!

I feel like I took the pin out of a grenade and just threw it into the forums lol. All I did was tell people the truth about each other. Did I get a little emotional? Sure. Was I lying? Nope. If Fessy didn't actually pull all this bullshit then it's his fault for trusting literally everyone and passing bad information. Saoirse was the first person I thought I wanted to be cool with, so I made a room with her. She was super sketchy, so I knew something was up and just used those lines of communication to gauge her reactions. She maintained that her target was Eric, but who knows. She said his social game was out of control, which is so true. I agreed with her so I could see what she was up to. If you look in my Diary, Eric was the one I ended up wanting to work a final deal with. I don't know where Cent comes in with all this except that I always heard that he and Saoirse are paired up. We all know Saoirse used that power on herself because she's been in everyone's ears about everyone and knew she was going to be nommed. The one person I can't figure out is Astrid. Everything in my body says they need to evict her ASAP because she tries to be too nice to everyone and is in every DM. She may have meant well at some point, but her loyalties were spread too thin. Everyone can be mad that I said everything I said, but guess what? It's a game and I wasn't going out without f*cking some shit up.

And now everybody wants screenshots because it helps them, but when I was losing my mind and everyone was lying, I couldn't show anyone what was really being said. I'm so happy this is happening because I got my ass blindsided when all I really wanted to do was get inactives out first. LMAO and I want everyone to match the same energy they have in those forums right now for when we find out who everyone is.

(Character break)

Okay, so this whole thing has been a huge game to me, but now I'm seeing it is actually getting serious? Are people really attacking others personally? I came into this knowing I wanted to make a scene, but I didn't think it would be like real players of big brother. I thought this was some sort of fun acting/game exercise to pass the time in quarantine. I acted the way I think an asshole, 20 yr old girl who drinks a ton and thinks she's the shit would act. I really hope these people are all putting up massive fronts because it's kind of scary if those are real personalities.

(End break)

Damn, this White Claw is delicious!

Aaaaand this is even crazier now. I can’t wait to unravel this whole thing lmao. I feel bad for saoirse if none of that stuff being said is true. I really liked her, which made her so suspicious to me bc I’m a paranoid you have lovely testicles and then when people really started saying things, it didn’t help me questioning. Like I said before, she did tell me she was weird about Eric. When I was asking her in our room who the person she was questioning was, she said his name but I thought she was going to say Astrid because she was also very popular. I wasn’t gonna say Astrid at that point bc I had no idea if they were close.