I hate this fucking game. I stayed up probably the longest I ever have in my life and got 4th damn place and the agreement I had made to throw to Tyler before I dropped wasn’t even followed through. Carter is a freak and if she makes the mistake of leaving me in the game this week I will make it my sole mission to get her evicted. I’m hate my place in the game, I feel completely helpless, have no idea where the actual alliances are and have no control over any damn thing that’s happening. I’m likely going to lose another person who I trust this week so I’m basically fucked. Wish me luck I guess