Haleigh Chronicles: i am NOT HAPPY! 7/12/20

as you can tell by the title of this DR entry, i am NOT HAPPY!! carter just told me that she is probably going to put me up as a pawn and that just does not sit well with my spirit at all. first, i actually really liked carter and from the beginning of this game i actually talked to her a lot and put effort into a relationship with her so this just goes to show how fake she is and not only is she in the big alliance but shes aligned with literally every single person to the point that she has to put me up. personally i dont even think im a good pawn because since i been busy with life this past week, i feel my relationships have dwindled and i am probably gonna get evicted if i stay on the block. however, if i stay in this game, carter just gave me a reason to come after her. she was probably the person from the big alliance that i wouldnt go after right away because i genuinely like her but now i will 100% come after carter and shes probably playing one of the best games right now so she needs to be taken out sooner rather than later.