Soo... this is gonna be a tricky week to get past, and if I don't get eliminated I'm definitely losing an ally. I'm in a tricky position because If nominations are Haleigh/Mari I would be EXTREMELY tempted to go for veto so I can't be a renom, but then if I pull one of them down I feel like I'm hurting my game. It's the risk of throwing the veto and possibly getting put up as a renomination and out, or winning the veto to secure my safety but then pulling off one ally and pissing off another. I have Haleigh/Mari both thinking they're among my top ally.... which they ARE, but what am I supposed to do there? WHEW that's a mess.
If noms were Haleigh/Blair that might be better... though I'd get crazy pressure from Haleigh to use it and probably pressure from Mari/Celine to not use it.
As weird as it sounds best case scenario might just be if I get nominated and I can win veto and use it on myself. But then again winning 3 vetoes on the block will probably re-skyrocket my target which I've worked to deflate. lmaooo a whole ass MESS i'm in.
Subject: 7/13 Diary Room