Haleigh Chronicles: 7/15/20

ahhh what can i say about tonight. i was happy for carly that she had the automatic hoh because i have always worried about who has it. i knew she wouldnt make a big move on it though because i feel like carly is a bit afraid of going after big targets so although i wish she had put up carter/bille aoc/billie or something like that, i did not want to push her because i did not think shed do it anyways. i dont blame her though because for me, its easier to put up carter because she put me up but carly does not have the same situation. the reason i voted to keep susie is because i wanted to see how the numbers would lie and a 6-4 is pretty close so theres still hope that people might soon go after the big threats. ive come to realize that tyler is one of the big threats and although he does seem to look out for me, i fear i need to turn agaisnt him. i could never go to the end with him because he beats me no doubt. i feel bad for susie because it kinda was a waste of an hoh but i honestly really didnt wanna push carly and then have it spread. so yup. that is my entry for today. im probably using my quarantine power tomorrow since its the last time i can use it so today i made both final 12 and 11 lol.