Big Brother Quarantine

Join date : 2020-11-25

so far i feel like i’m positioned pretty decently. i definitely have a lot more people to talk to, but i’ve started conversation with a good chunk of people. i definitely need to talk to ALL of the people that are active within the next few days, but i know i am completely safe on this hoh with Tonya as the winner. i have a final 2 with dominique and i also feel like i have something with velma as well. i also have a crucial 8 person girls alliance which was huge to get into this early in the game. i feel decent about where i stand in the house so far, but i’m hoping to talk more today and gather more information because there are people i haven’t spoken a word to and i do not ever want to be at an information deficit or on the outs of any sort of groups forming.

Join date : 2020-11-25

today has been a bit odd. i was busy for most of the day running errands so i didn’t have much time to talk around and then i had an immunity challenge at the same time as hoh tonight in a game that i’m vulnerable in so it was incredibly difficult to multitask and i guess i just didn’t submit in time Sad

i’m worried that people are wayyy more active than me but it’s hard to set time aside to go on my laptop and talk to people because frankly socializing is soooo fucking draining. not having a jolly time but faking it til i make it. luckily i made a wise decision in talking with caillou at like 3am earlier today LMAO.. i just feel like a lot of my alliance members are 10x more active than me but hopefully that will just make them bigger targets in the long run. i need to find a balance and i’m hoping i don’t have two important competitions at the same time again ughh ~inhale exhale~

Join date : 2020-11-25

well well i definitely now feel like i could be picked off first in my alliance; but obviously it’s too early to say all of that because who is to say we all make it that far anyway. i do need to be a bit more active so i can gain more trust with people because that is crucial in this game. i have noticed the people who are always active and i know to keep my eye out on them in the future because i am sure they are working with and messaging everyone. that includes people like Tonya and Lori who are in my alliance. i feel like i can trust Dominique and Velma though and i really like Tina too. i need to build better connections with people outside of my alliances though. i am glad Kiana is active now because i feel like i can trust them just because i was thinking of playing as Kiana, also a big fan and i reached out to her pretty early. i guess i’ll uncover more as the game unfolds.

Join date : 2020-11-25

back again with another rant about being busy and sad yass. i’ve been doing school work or just texting a few people and that’s what my life has consisted of lol.. i still need to work on being more active, it could get me seriously targeted soon enough if this logic continues. i’m just relying on my 8 person a lot right now. losing velma sucked because i could tell we were genuinely transparent unlike others who have clearly been chatting up with EVERYONE.. sigh. when i catch up more with my irl life i’m hoping i can give this more attention because i would love to pull out a win and i don’t think i’m in a position where that is impossible.

Join date : 2020-11-25

what a day in the bbq house. i win hoh via transfer due to the new twist in a competition that i sucked ass at. i nominate clifford as a sort of house nominee -since it’s not smart for me to make moves right now- against a pawn and clifford leaves because of his obnoxious behavior. i’m hoping courage is not good at competitions because i do not need to be nominated by them! i still wonder who gifted me hoh, i genuinely have no clue. how funny would it be if it was one of the people i nominated though.. there’s just no way i seriously doubt that tbh. i can clearly see dominique has tried to make 1 on 1s or final 2s with basically everyone and i know tonya is like THE most social.. if she pulls off a hayden moss/cody califiore then BYE.. i know who to look out for in the long run and i honestly don’t know if anyone fully has my back. i hope i’m not the only one this cautious.

Join date : 2020-11-25

today was quite interesting. dominique was someone i had my eyes on and i sensed that they had been making deals with everyone - i even told buddy about it the other day. i cant say i’m mad at what happened. i still feel like i don’t have someone i can fully trust. i even sense caillou being hesitant towards me, which was one of my closer to “main” people before. i hate that i trust tonya because i know she has her hands in everyone’s bag if that’s even an idiom.. something like that. i think i can trust eli. i’m a bit weary of jay. i like tina a lot and buddy. i obviously trust all of my girls in my 8 person alliance - minus dominique. i like amber a lot. i just hope no one sees me as expendable. i am also just shocked at the competition ability. i really thought i ate up the math competition tonight but nope! i’m hoping i can get a little side alliance going with tonya and a few of the other girls as she just mentioned it!

Join date : 2020-04-11 Age : 29

hand in everyone's basket is what i thought it was but i think I may have made that up

Join date : 2020-11-25

i cannot tell if i made the right decision by choosing beyoncé for hoh. i might’ve been better off giving it to amber in all honesty because i don’t think beyoncé has enough nerve to backdoor caillou even though she could get the votes with the alliance. i’m hoping caillou doesn’t realize i’m after him, but it’s impossible to beat him in competitions and i don’t have a real alliance with him. i feel like he is well enough protected to not get nominated, but could easily get voted out if he’s on the block as a final nomination. people are definitely scared of him. these noms aren’t bad, but i definitely want tina to stay. i thought it was dumb of beyoncé to nominate viola though when dom said they were both being heavily targeted so that would make beyoncé more vulnerable going into next week if she doesn’t take a shot at the more protected people that are throwing her name out. i wish that writing comp was next week instead because i probably would’ve kept it for myself, but i just won hoh and didn’t want to make myself a threat that way!

Join date : 2020-11-25

i come online after a busy day and check the hoh thread to see i was voted as the person most people want out next. i think people feel like i’m maybe a floater or that i have just enough connection to them to keep around, but i’m still disposable and maybe a perceived threat even though some of those people should be going after each other. the thing is, most people are still playing it safe, when it could put them in trouble in the end game or in a few weeks down the line. i’m not understanding the strategy of some of these people, but i know now that i want to nominate courage and jay i think. jay jw more connected than i anticipated and he might have solidified my number one target spot since we don’t owe each other anything. it is a little scary not having a final 2 or smaller, tighter alliance with anyone, but i’m just going to have to stay true to my girls as long as possible and play the floater game otherwise. i need to fix my position in the house now because i am really losing my winner potential. something big needs to happen to shift targets.

Join date : 2020-04-11 Age : 29

You weren't love, go look again lmao

Join date : 2020-11-25

DID I READ THAT WRONG OH DEAR

Join date : 2020-04-11 Age : 29

Yea go look again lol

Join date : 2020-11-25

*insert girl standing awkwardly emoji* .. the illiteracy jumped out but not my good sis amber

Join date : 2020-11-25

lori is a bitch for fucking real. she could’ve found a way to stay without doing all of that. it’s genuinely ridiculous and i didn’t understand how she thought it would help her at all. she couldve lured them into keeping in exchange for information but giving them information when she knew she was gonna leave anyways is so fucking bizarre. i hope i have built strong enough connections with people like buddy. i don’t think if i can win hoh because I was going to nominate courage but buddy mentioned an alliance with him. i’m still thinking courage and jay are my best nomination options, jay would be my target, i find him very threatening. i’m also scared of the people who hide and then when they are in danger pull off comp wins. i guess we will see how this goes. also i won’t be here for hoh because i won’t be home from 7:45-10 ish est because i have dance :/

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