Okay so here’s my thoughts about being head of household.....I hate it for many different reasons. First, it’s a lot of pressure that I put on myself. Second, I keep overthinking every decision that I need to make. I don’t want to let my alliance down at all. Third, I believe I’m the first HOH who got some “shadiness” from the nominees for no apparent reason, which makes no sense due to the fact that both nominees (Velma/Levi) were indeed inactive compared to others. There’s been a few times I had to remind myself that it’s just a game, don’t take anything personal and don’t play emotionally, but.....lord knows I wanna go off.
Subject: Thinking out loud pt 4