This room is for Robbie & Brenda

Also when people ask me if I know what you’re gonna do for noms, I’m just gonna tell them I don’t know

I don’t know who your “sources” are but congratulations to them cause they got you to do exactly what they wanted. I actively stated I wanted you to stay so idk where it’s coming from. But what’s done is done

Trust me I don’t necessarily want you gone. I had a plan in mind but the backlash I’m getting is not something I had anticipated.

The way I see it Robbie, I did not tell anybody in this house that I was gunning for you... so that’s just ridiculous and someone lied to you. I’m not even gonna go off on you for nominating me because that’s not my style. I need to focus my energy on winning the veto and hope that the RIGHT person takes my place on the block.

Best of luck. If you win I fully expect repercussions and I can accept that. I’ve made my bed so I’ll lie in it. I think you can win veto easily

Well let me ask you, what is this bigger plan that you have in mind? Because I’m really not a vengeful person Robbie. And like I said, I was not coming for you. And that can still be the case. If you win the veto, would you consider taking me off the block and I will consider it water under the bridge? Cause clearly people were in your ear.

I would definitely consider it. I like to keep my options open with a lot of things. Anyone who refuses to have an open mind is just asking to be disappointed.

I don’t want you or Nicki on the block post veto, but you are the larger comp threat so people might vote you out and Nicki is the one who has less ties with people which also freaks me out. I’d have to see how the house is going to vote so I can save the right person and backdoor the right person.

I still do believe that if you leave the game, then it doesn’t do me any good. Short term, maybe, but long term I would find myself picked off for being considered a threat.

Those are good points, it’s possible that people can perceive me as a bigger threat, but if you do use the veto on me to enact your bigger plan, I assure you I’m not coming for you, this is a miscommunication. The “bigger threat” would be on your side. I do thank you for giving me the chance to play in the veto and for taking this into consideration. If Nicki stays here do you think she would be more forgiving than me?

Well ideally both of you staying would have been beneficial. If she stays would she not be forgiving?

There’s a lot of info to process that I have received and I’m just trying to make the most sense of it.

There’s still a veto to be played and nothing is set in stone

I can’t definitively say how forgiving Nicki will be, but I told you where I stand and thank you for hearing it out, I hope we both can stay and let’s see what happens with the veto

Look, I understand right now you and Yoda are (understandably) pissed at me. I get it. My resources told me that basically my name kept getting dragged through the mud. I did have another plan in mind but after the fallout from nominations it didn’t make any sense for me to make another group of people mad and have the whole house come after me.

There’s a very strong chance that I’m being played like a fiddle. I just wanted to get some answers regarding my nomination and I think I did get just that. But before you decide that I’m your biggest target right now, just consider the fact that I did not win this HOH on my own. If you want to have a serious conversation about game, I’m down. If not, I understand. I got wrapped up in my emotions but I do think once you are taken out I’ll probably follow you right out the door.

You want to talk game? Let’s talk game. 
Enlighten me on these “resources”, which clearly played you. Because you have myself, Yoda & Nicki on one side. Which you nominated all three of us. You announced to the house that you were going to nominate Max and Hilary, so your resources or true allies have to be the remainder of the house or some of them who I didn’t mention.

As I’ve told you, I did not go to anyone and say that I wanted you out. They used you to get rid of me and they failed. Unless you wanted me out yourself. The interesting thing about the last sentence you wrote, you say it as if I’m going out before you, it sounds very matter of factly. But I’m not going out that easily Robbie.

No, I absolutely believe that you and I are equally low on everyone else’s rankings. Maybe I’m wrong and people value you more than they’re letting on but do you really think people stayed up all night just to hand me the HOH to get you out and still have your back?

I was talking to Hilary btw and I think Nicki’s post is extremely telling about who she trusted and who she didn’t. Because I will say point blank, the person who gave me HOH was not dragged by Nicki on her way out so that person is clearly playing both sides. The same person who kept insisting I put you guys up.

I don’t want you to go. I figured you’d win veto which is why I did not opt for a backdoor for you. I did have a plan in mind but everyone freaking out just pushed me back into a corner.

I don’t regret getting Nicki out, but I do regret how I went about my reign. It’s very clear she wanted me gone or at least was satisfied with me going.

How do I know that you won’t use any information I share with you against me? I do genuinely think you’re telling the truth but I know the damage is done already. Am I a nominee option for you at this point?

If you think I’m gonna go run to people who clearly plotted against me and tell them info you give me, then you’re wrong. I do not see how you could be at the bottom of the house yet someone gives you an HoH. It doesn’t make sense. All signs to whoever gave you the HoH point to blossom or Theodora. As for what I’m going to do as HoH, if I win, I cannot tell you what I’m going to do. I need to process the fact that you put me up even though I told you I didn’t tell anyone I wanted you out, and the fact that people are plotting against me. But at this point, if you do not want to be nominated, it’s probably in your best interest to tell me who was behind me going up and potentially going to jury, if it wasn’t you. That’s not a threat, that’s just honesty and me being straight forward with you.

Hi.

I know I’m still on your shitlist and all but I do genuinely want you to do well.

I’m sure you know Yoda already told Blossom about knowing she gave me HOH.

I feel like it’s reckless because now Blossom is going to be on high alert and she will probably piece together that you/Yoda know about her betrayal.

I understand that I deserve to be thrown under the bus repeatedly until the game is over, and I can accept that, but Yoda is going to get you in trouble once Blossom realizes you two are onto them. I already told him to stop but I figured I let you know and you can do as you please with that information. I don’t think he’s intentionally trying to sabotage you but he needs to be careful around them and maybe you can get through to him.

Like I said, you two can throw me under the bus all you want, but it’ll do more damage than he’s intending.

Anyway I hope you’re having a good day otherwise!