This room is for Theodora & Max

oh that's fun!!

and lmao same, it's scary that literally everything rests on Veto lmfao, but I'm also excited! no matter, what, it'll be a fun albeit stressful time skksks

hahaha i desperately need another coffee because i slept terribly last night but idk if it’ll make me too wired

and i usually prefer my fun stress-free

wait so sorry you said if you win hoh and pov, you’ll let me decide who goes home?

Max wrote:

hahaha i desperately need another coffee because i slept terribly last night but idk if it’ll make me too wired

and i usually prefer my fun stress-free

omg mood lmao, I feel that but I don't wanna be too jittery either

and LOL ok same, but it's impossible to be stress-free in this game haha

Max wrote:

wait so sorry you said if you win hoh and pov, you’ll let me decide who goes home?

Sure lmao, I'm down with that

i mean i’ll send whoever u want out but i literally just couldn’t take the stress of blossom or hilary potentially sending me home lmaoooo i think i’d die

what was your time stamp ugh i literally have never tried harder in a comp

18:09:35 lol I stan these emojis sksksk, wbu?

18:10:42. im just in awe i've literally never had someone this much better than me at comps

it is both endearing and incredibly frustrating

i feel like ur gonna want to throw pov but please please please don't i need ur help to make it to f3

offended arisa didn't use my fave lil bouncing dude as a letter sksk

and ah sorry to be frustrating lmao

Max wrote:

i feel like ur gonna want to throw pov but please please please don't i need ur help to make it to f3

I'm think the only comp I've thrown all season was a veto to queen Miss Sirloin lmfao, don't worry!

edit: arisa DON'T read this i am too embarrassed being this serious and caring so much

i am facing so many internal complexities to be begging someone younger and newer to big brother games to help me make it to final 3 b/c without u i stand no chance whatsoever. i am acting out of deep-seated trust issues right now with this rambling and vulnerability and also using it as an opportunity to reaffirm to you that if somehow, someway i was the one who won part 3, i would absolutely take you to final 2 because (1) i'd owe it to you, (2) i'd rather lose to you, and (3) i'd simply feel too bad if i did all this groveling and broke my word to you since i know you carry your only trust issues as well into this final 2 deal. there's probably a (4), maybe a (5), too, but i'm sparing you lmao

I'm sorry that you feel like u have to beg omg, but I trust you and appreciate you, and I rlly love getting to know you omg, and I also completelyyy understand the trust issues lmfao, my instincts in this game tell me to trust absolutely no one haha, so I'm sure your instincts are telling you that too because you've been burned before. But I'm here for you, and I want to make it with you.

thank you. i appreciate the response. i’m just trying to convey how much i do trust you and how it would break me to turn on u (so i wouldn’t) and at the same time, let u know the depth of how much i don’t care about winning. i just want second place next to u 🥺 (<— uwu emoji)

have a nice time in class