Today was a weird day for me. I was happy that nick won but I’m realizing I have no close relationships really with anyone in this game. I mean I haven’t been nominated or anything or really worried but idk I feel like I’m getting in a worse and worse place. I’m managing my threat level as much as i can by not winning things.. like if I wanted It I could have easily win tonight’s hoh I just didn’t want to. I need to start wining soon but I’d rather just lay low and win more towards the end and maybe finally get to the end like I did in S3 ... idk it’s just stressful! Idk what to do
Subject: DR 12/28