Tonight went amazingly.. I am really being an UTR queen.. I really do hate throwing things though but It makes me feel confident that I’m still doing well even not trying so I may be able to smoke these people later on .. hopefully soon things will start to change.. kinda want someone to flip on me or leave me out of a vote so I have a reason to target anyone bc I really don’t have any reason to want hoh right now at all... I’m going to keep milking these relationships and making people laugh and just being cute little amber which is so hard with this fucking icon omfg I can’t stand It .. anyways ... tomorrow is a new day I hope it’s endurance so I can throw It and not suffer Xx