Opening

I've realized that my use of throwing these comps and convincing others to do so too is actually me moving pawns on a chess board. I was convinced that my use of ensuring Kelly wins TWO Vetos, Veronica winning a veto, and throwing the Poker Chips HoH/This upcoming Unicorn HoH was actually pawns being moved. I was thinking these small moves weren't strategic enough:

BUT THATS THE THING! I am not a "big moves" player, I play the game so well, I never HAVE to make a big move. I'm making tiny moves in advance so I never have to become an Adam. When I force me and Beast to throw this HoH (given that Skeeter/Veronica will be nominating the right people, if not, Beast will have to win) then I'll be moving my bishop.

Honestly as a chess nerd, I'll be ranking my players as chess pieces in this game:
King- Beast
Queen- Myself (If we're applying the symbolic meanings of the pieces, I'd have to be king and Beast would have to be queen, but I'm the queen just because I'm a queen XD, but realistically speaking, I'm the king)

Rooks: Stefan and Christian. These boys are my hard power, especially Christian. Christian has proved himself time and time again that we dont need to talk 24/7 in order to be diehard allies, he wins HoH's, keeps me safe. I throw HoHs, but I still keep him safe. He's a secret weapon

Knights: Kelly and Hottie. Their movements are weird, fragmented, but I still can count on them to get some jobs done. They're useful in certain formations- vital in fact, but not always reliable or practical in other situations.

Bishops: Veronica and Skeeter. Very fickle usage of these two, but I can always count for an angular, precision strike. When able and when willing, these are perhaps the most useful pieces in my disposal.

Everyone else is simply a pawn, a smaller piece to my big game.

THERE IS NO WAY ANFERNY ISNT HOTTIE LOLLLLLL HAHAHAHHAHHAHAHA CLOCKED BITCH I GOTCHU WASSUP ANFERNYYYYYYYYYYYY

Beast Boy has to be on jury, I know I said I’d stick to my word- but it is now a fact that Jackie AND Beast are growing closer from this Secret HoH. I have to ensure it wont fracture me and Beast. I’ll be forcing myself to grow closer with Veronica, Skeeter, and Jackie, too. I’ll need someone like April or Rob to be dragged with me, I cant bring my allies into the finals with me. Except Skeeter or Veronica

Hows that for being headass and giving entertainment?

So, things happened today! made some mistakes, definitely should have pulled it back on letting it GO against Adam

Definitely painted myself a bigger target, which I knew I was gonna do, I just made a promise to Kathy and Sophia that I would cause some entertainment.

That's all the entertainment you're gonna get out of me for a little bit, I need to restructure, rebuild, and rethink my strategies.

Considering all angles, I most likely would have been fine due to me only needing 5 votes this week. I also would have had used a power (transferring beast $ to buy the extra vote.) to be sure.

My relationship with Adam is damaged, but there's no going back on it. I cannot be friends with everyone, though I am now a huge target moving forward which is one of few flaws in my game so far.

I need to regroup, rethink, and re-strategize. I can build on my relationship with Rob, but April has to go. I can go over and continue building my relationship with Scooby, I can even pull Skeeter back in.

Hottie remains an issue, I'm sure she's at the center of this, somwhere. Skeeter or myself needs to win HoH.

Hange Zoë wrote:

Definitely painted myself a bigger target, which I knew I was gonna do, I just made a promise to Kathy and Sophia that I would cause some entertainment.

Thanks for your acts of service <3

Hehe, I was cringing really badly. I wanted nothing more than to be nice and respectful. I know onlookers would think that is personal from me to him, but that was legitimate game. I definitely threw in a few insults here and there, but overall I think they were mainly justified. Though, I do feel a bit bad.

Overall, Adam, if you're reading this post season:
YOU gave me the reasons I needed to do and say these things, I hope we're friends when we get out <3

THE WAY I ACTUALLY FEEL KINDA BAD FOR GOING SO HARD ON ADAM... Character development. Ugh I wish I could be ruthless, but I always have to have some flaws in my gameplay and my style.

What's concerning to me is that April mentioned an alliance with her, Hottie, Adam, and Klaus early on... and that's one of the main concerning things to people, but nobody's talking about Hottie being there??? Excuse me??? That's an issue.

I'm not saying Hottie is linked with Adam anymore, mainly because if Hottie were smart, she would have nominated 2 people this week and Adam would have not been nominated. It would have been better for her to go after someone bigger than April to hide her relationship with Adam. Now Adam is down $500 and only Rob will be participating in next week's HoH.

Knowing my luck, he'll get it, too. This sucks, but alas...

I know I went hard on Adam, but April is about to start crossing a line with Kelly/Hottie/Stefan... She's not over the line yet, but she's near it. This is sad...