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Hange Zoë

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PostSubject: Nightly Thoughts   Nightly Thoughts EmptySat Jan 23, 2021 9:42 pm

Here's my thread for my thoughts per night!
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Hange Zoë

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PostSubject: Re: Nightly Thoughts   Nightly Thoughts EmptySat Jan 23, 2021 9:43 pm

1/22/21
I don't remember much from last night, but my main takeaways were

- I'm out for April's blood
- I like SZA
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PostSubject: Re: Nightly Thoughts   Nightly Thoughts EmptySat Jan 23, 2021 9:52 pm

1/23/21
I have a LOT going on today, so here were my unorganized thoughts.
- I've talked to a total of 20/26 of the total houseguests, all of which I have very positive opinions of
- SZA is old news but she's still my ride or die. My main two allies are Skeeter and Beast Boy, with an emphasis on Rob as a closer friend.
- I have a F2 with SZA and a few multi person alliances. I have one with Skeeter & Beast, the Animation Domination Alliance, and one with that Christian dude and some other hoe idk
- I feel like I come across as disingenuous, but if I keep it up, I think it will just stick.
- DO NOT TRUST ADAM SANDLER. DUDE IS SKEEETCCCCCCHHHHHH. He's almost as sketchy as real Adam Sandler
- Momma I really want these damn libras out holy shit

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PostSubject: Re: Nightly Thoughts   Nightly Thoughts EmptyMon Jan 25, 2021 2:14 pm

1/24/21
Oh boy! This day was a NIGHTMARE!
- I WON HOH! Of course, first real HoH of the season, so I had to play it safe even though Klaus might come back and bite my ass.
- MY BEST ALLY WON HOH TOO! though, he seems like a seasoned BB Professional, so I don't actually think I'm HIS best ally, so I have to take that into consideration in the future.
- Nominations were hard, if one of my nominees came off the block I would have literally died.
- Cant trust Klaus, cant trust Adam Sandler
- I'm so angry Beast didnt take my bait to put up April. I really did try. we'll get her next time.
- More alliances with more people! That's always a good thing. This HoH brought me close with 4 separate people I have barely talked to/ havent talked to at all, so there's a huge willingness to go forward
- I have my predictions that there's a group of people angry and upset at my Klaus nomination, but I digress. I just hope next week HoH's put him up and we collect him as a blockstar. I also hope they dont try and come for me to get revenge.

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PostSubject: Re: Nightly Thoughts   Nightly Thoughts EmptyTue Jan 26, 2021 1:18 am

1/25/21
Wow, what a weird day! I have to go in chronological order for this one!
- I was absolutely confident that I would go into this week safe as long as Adam Sandler and Klaus didn't win HoH
- Then, Dua and Christian won HoH. coincidentally, Christian was begging me to not put him up in return for guaranteed safety and Dua added me to a MEGALITH alliance because she really liked me. When Dua and Christian won, I knew I was completely safe, but I had to keep the illusion that I was not 100%, but almost.
- I was CONVINCED Beast was on his way out the door. For some WEIRD REASON, Beast was *COMPLETELY SAFE EVEN AFTER THE VETO* which boggled my mind.
- I have found myself with the weirdest, most ragtag group of allies imagineable. However, Skeeter, my #3, is out the door. It's sad, but he's probably gone. :'(
- Though, I think I have positive relations with every single person besides Adam and Klaus. So I'm hoping neither of them win HoH. I'll probably reach out to them and just build some trust for the following week juuuuust in case.
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PostSubject: Re: Nightly Thoughts   Nightly Thoughts EmptyWed Jan 27, 2021 12:17 am

1/26/21
This day had THE BIGGEST DICK TEASE EVER
- SOMEHOW SKEETER STAYED?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!
- SERIOUSLY THOUGH HOW DID HE STAY LOLOLOLOL IM IN SUCH A GOOD POSITION WITH THE MAJORITY OF THE CAST, BUT I STILL DIDNT KNOW WHERE THE VOTES WERE GOING
- THEN I ALMOST FUCKING WIN HOH, BUT GOD HAD TO BLUE BALL ME
- It was lowkey for the best though. I didn't need to muddy my hands. If Pope goes, that means this was a successful week even though a good chunk of it was out of my control. I still survived and if Pope leaves, I thrived.
- I grew closer to TONS of others, plus i get to play in tomorrow's HoH! Things are well. Though, Dua is racking up those BBQ $$, so me and Beast have to get to that DPOV before she does.
- LUCKILY DUA IS MY THIRD CLOSEST ALLY OH YEAHHHHHHHHHH
- Also, I would have totally won the veto if I tried. I quietly played along to see how well I would do, and momma, I got the first 3 right. Even on the second question, I got the EXACT number, purely by guessing, but still remarkable. If I won HoH ANNNNND VETO?!? That would have SERVED

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PostSubject: Re: Nightly Thoughts   Nightly Thoughts EmptyThu Jan 28, 2021 2:21 am

1/27/21
Alright... Today was another Dick Tease day, but not as bad as last time. I also liked what happened today. Let's go chronologically.
- Pope left today! It was AMAZING! Mainly because Pope was one of the 3(ish) people who are the closest things I have to threats (I don't feel threatened, but I digress)
- Talks over the vote was a wild ride because Christian ended up FUCKING me over.
- Christian was convinced by both my good attitude and a miscommunication over "voting for ___" was, plus I was actually wishywashy because I didn't know where the votes were going, so I was considering heavy lying and doubling down on it.... So then he thought I voted to evict Kelly, when in reality, I wanted Kelly to stay so bad. I even voted for her early on accident because I couldn't help it XD
- Then, when I cleared things up with Kelly and we became closer allies because of it, it was time for the HoH!
- I DOMINATED, except Kelly and Christian dominated way more. I honestly thought I had it in the bag, so it was a huge upset... HOWEVER
- Turns out, Christian has been slowly unraveling these past few days, and he ends up winning this competition that he didn't need, so if anything dramatic happens, it'll inch him closer to his edge ( I mean, I didn't need it, I just have too big of an ego to NOT go for it LOL )
- I get invited to two/three new alliances, so that's cool.
- So I feel blueballed from another HoH, but it's ok because me, Beast, and Skeeter are safe.
- Besides that, Christian nominates Robin and Klaus. This is a bittersweet nomination, I want Robin to stay safe because she kinda... Does nothing? And I think that's useful. Plus she and I have an agreement to look out for each other and not talk too much unless absolutely necessary.
- Robin wins veto, and Scooby is renominated. PERFECT! Now I don't need to stress about the vote! EXCEPT NO, Klaus is on the board, which means I completly have to soft campaign for him to leave without it looking like I'm mad pushing. Klaus is one of my other bigger threats.
- I'm not confident on who has the votes, but this /might/ be a done deal for Klaus?
- If Klaus does go, I'll need someone on the girls' side to leave to balance out the web of allegiances. I think we should be getting someone structural to the integrity of this house gone to weed out the other people, who are much like me, and are set up well. I think Dua would be a good option here, except she and I are far too close for me to toss out. Veronica and April are good candidates. Plus, April is a fucken Libra, so of course I cant NOT get her ass outta here. Honestly, as I'm writing this, April sounds like a good idea.
- Except April is ineligible for that because she isn't the best at comps and she wouldn't nominate me if she won. I would say Hottie, but she's an easy nom if Skeeter/an ally of his wins, so I cant necessarily say that either.
- Honestly I should stop trying to win comps, there's so much more to gain by NOT winning them. My ego just cant LET ME SIT STILL FOR TWO SECONDS

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PostSubject: Re: Nightly Thoughts   Nightly Thoughts EmptyFri Jan 29, 2021 2:40 am

1/28/21
Wow, holy SHIT this day was by FAR the worst so far.
- I wake up, the vote went my way! AMAZING! My only (as of that time) loose end went!
- Beast is overplaying, but I reel him back in, real mature like. Real grown-up-y.
- Then, out of fucking nowhere, Johnny stands up and fucking wins an HoH AGAIN
- THEN HE NOMINATES TWO OF MY CLOSEST ALLY AND MY SECOND CLOSEST *FRIEND*
- when one comes off the block, he nominates another! AND GUESS WHAT! THAT! PERSON! IS! JUST! AS! BAD!
- If Dua leaves, I'm sitting pretty ok. I'd have simultaneously gained stock with Kelly because she has to trust more people now that Dua is gone, but I'd also have lost so much stock for not voting with her. I imagine she'll call me out on eviction tomorrow... and I have no fucking clue how to deal with that if it happens
- If Dua stays, I'm EXTRA FUCKED! For obvious reasons.
- So yeah, that's where I am. Shit. I will have LOST SO MUCH GROUND TODAY >:I

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PostSubject: Re: Nightly Thoughts   Nightly Thoughts EmptySat Jan 30, 2021 4:03 am

1/29/21
Oh where to begin. Let's go Chronologically:
- Dua is gone, sad boi hours.
- EXCEPT NO, BECAUSE THE HOH COMP HAPPENED AND EVERYTHING BECAME GOOD AGAIN!
THAT HOH COMP WAS PIVOTAL FOR MY POSITION FOLLOWING DUA'S EVICTION. I WAS VULNERABLE, BUT THE FACT THAT THE HOH COMP SHOWED LOYALTIES, SHOWED WHO WAS IN THE BEST POSITIONS OF THE HOUSE (Even though it actually did the opposite, because the people in the best positions wouldn't be needing to WIN that HoH to begin with.)
- THAT HOH COMP WASNT ONLY GOOD BECAUSE IT EXPOSED THINGS, IT WAS GOOD BECAUSE I """HACKED""" (very loose usage of the word hack) THE COMP! The idea was to use your 10 chips and place them all on the person you trusted most and with the highest odds of taking the HoH home. However, I took a different strategy. I found the two people most likely to win and then I gave them a near-equal amount of chips, asking both for safety in trade for the chips, knowing damn well that my votes would NOT have an impact on the winner. Because of that, even if Adam is sketchy, and even if he ALREADY trusted me, he would have no reason to put me up. Similar situation with Hottie.
- I learned that Jackie is just as smart and as strategic as I am, she even beats out Beast in that category. She could be a real issue down the line, but I'm glad I have her as an asset now.
- At this point in time, the veto hadn't been played yet and Adam was already painting himself as just the worst.
- I convinced both Adam and Kelly that I was throwing the HoH to them, but I went under the story that I was throwing it in general. I had no intention on winning, and I'm glad Michael picked me because I just wanted that sweet, sweet BBQ $$.
- I threw it to Kelly, as intended, and immediately gained any ground I lost from the Dua eviction, and then more.
- Scooby was renominated, which is amazing because Scooby is now the person I've talked with the LEAST, and Scooby is someone we could flip the vote against. All I had to do is wait for someone to campaign to me FOR Michael... and then...
- Hottie comes into the picture, pitching Michael to stay to me. Why is this important? Because I speak to hottie pretty infrequently, but just enough to where she trusts me. What this means is that Hottie is campaigning FOR Michael, and Hottie is close to Kelly and others I may not know. Assuming they vote together, that's already 2 people voting to keep Michael- and thus the movement is starting as predicted.
- Based on the time frame of when Hottie reached out to me in comparison to the nomination of Scooby, I was likely one of the first people Hottie talked to. I could probably have squashed that movement there, but there's no fun in doing that. Plus, Michael is better for my game anyways. I have a "final 2" with him (that I intend on keeping only until F3, if not, far, far sooner)
- I tell Hottie to come back to me when she has more votes, thus making HER look like the leader of this operation and me as a mere pawn only along because there's the majority with them.
- Hottie returns to me with more votes, her and Michael tell me separately that they have the majority. I don't understand how, probably being lied to, but regardless I then conscript my secret weapon: Skeeter, Beast (who was drunk, yet sober enough to understand his decision and words), and SZA. Adding these three to the total of Stefan, myself, Hottie, and the potential Jackie/Johnny/Veronica/Robin/Rob/Christian votes, all we would need is one or two, which Hottie made evident was already procured.
- In any case, I don't believe that Hottie procured the votes, only telling me so I'd go along with her. Regardless of that, I made it EVIDENT to Adam that I only go along with the majority and the majority is whatever people TELL me to vote. Over me lying to Adam very subtly, yet statistically truthful (such as being honest where my vote went, just not the reason) I have built up a weak persona to him, making it look like people use me for my ditzy-ness. I am confident he believes I am with him, and you wanna know why?
- I've been his informant half this time. I've been slyly giving him JUST ENOUGH truthful information to make him worsen his own position AND SAVE MYSELF IN THE PROCESS. He likes that I always tell him the truth, no matter what- which is another trait I've built up this entire game. Blunt honesty is the strongest currency, stronger than BBQ $$. Even if the vote is wrong, I am not blamed. I am just a very naive child who listens to whatever people tell them to do. :PoutyFaceEmoji:
- And then we get to the final act of today, what happens if I'm wrong and the vote ends up with Michael leaving: It doesn't fall on me. In fact, it falls on Hottie, someone who I barely speak to anyways :^) Scooby respects that I messaged them the truth about my vote, Michael likely ends up giving me his BBQ $, and if he gives it to Hottie, she's next on the list to go. No matter who goes, this vote will cause enough drama for me to slip by under the radar.
- I'm just a weak, so honest it hurts, nice/naive child. You wouldn't dare put me up, would you ? :poutyfaceemoji: (Knock on wood)
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PostSubject: Re: Nightly Thoughts   Nightly Thoughts EmptySat Jan 30, 2021 4:03 am

1/29/21
Oh where to begin. Let's go Chronologically:
- Dua is gone, sad boi hours.
- EXCEPT NO, BECAUSE THE HOH COMP HAPPENED AND EVERYTHING BECAME GOOD AGAIN!
THAT HOH COMP WAS PIVOTAL FOR MY POSITION FOLLOWING DUA'S EVICTION. I WAS VULNERABLE, BUT THE FACT THAT THE HOH COMP SHOWED LOYALTIES, SHOWED WHO WAS IN THE BEST POSITIONS OF THE HOUSE (Even though it actually did the opposite, because the people in the best positions wouldn't be needing to WIN that HoH to begin with.)
- THAT HOH COMP WASNT ONLY GOOD BECAUSE IT EXPOSED THINGS, IT WAS GOOD BECAUSE I """HACKED""" (very loose usage of the word hack) THE COMP! The idea was to use your 10 chips and place them all on the person you trusted most and with the highest odds of taking the HoH home. However, I took a different strategy. I found the two people most likely to win and then I gave them a near-equal amount of chips, asking both for safety in trade for the chips, knowing damn well that my votes would NOT have an impact on the winner. Because of that, even if Adam is sketchy, and even if he ALREADY trusted me, he would have no reason to put me up. Similar situation with Hottie.
- I learned that Jackie is just as smart and as strategic as I am, she even beats out Beast in that category. She could be a real issue down the line, but I'm glad I have her as an asset now.
- At this point in time, the veto hadn't been played yet and Adam was already painting himself as just the worst.
- I convinced both Adam and Kelly that I was throwing the HoH to them, but I went under the story that I was throwing it in general. I had no intention on winning, and I'm glad Michael picked me because I just wanted that sweet, sweet BBQ $$.
- I threw it to Kelly, as intended, and immediately gained any ground I lost from the Dua eviction, and then more.
- Scooby was renominated, which is amazing because Scooby is now the person I've talked with the LEAST, and Scooby is someone we could flip the vote against. All I had to do is wait for someone to campaign to me FOR Michael... and then...
- Hottie comes into the picture, pitching Michael to stay to me. Why is this important? Because I speak to hottie pretty infrequently, but just enough to where she trusts me. What this means is that Hottie is campaigning FOR Michael, and Hottie is close to Kelly and others I may not know. Assuming they vote together, that's already 2 people voting to keep Michael- and thus the movement is starting as predicted.
- Based on the time frame of when Hottie reached out to me in comparison to the nomination of Scooby, I was likely one of the first people Hottie talked to. I could probably have squashed that movement there, but there's no fun in doing that. Plus, Michael is better for my game anyways. I have a "final 2" with him (that I intend on keeping only until F3, if not, far, far sooner)
- I tell Hottie to come back to me when she has more votes, thus making HER look like the leader of this operation and me as a mere pawn only along because there's the majority with them.
- Hottie returns to me with more votes, her and Michael tell me separately that they have the majority. I don't understand how, probably being lied to, but regardless I then conscript my secret weapon: Skeeter, Beast (who was drunk, yet sober enough to understand his decision and words), and SZA. Adding these three to the total of Stefan, myself, Hottie, and the potential Jackie/Johnny/Veronica/Robin/Rob/Christian votes, all we would need is one or two, which Hottie made evident was already procured.
- In any case, I don't believe that Hottie procured the votes, only telling me so I'd go along with her. Regardless of that, I made it EVIDENT to Adam that I only go along with the majority and the majority is whatever people TELL me to vote. Over me lying to Adam very subtly, yet statistically truthful (such as being honest where my vote went, just not the reason) I have built up a weak persona to him, making it look like people use me for my ditzy-ness. I am confident he believes I am with him, and you wanna know why?
- I've been his informant half this time. I've been slyly giving him JUST ENOUGH truthful information to make him worsen his own position AND SAVE MYSELF IN THE PROCESS. He likes that I always tell him the truth, no matter what- which is another trait I've built up this entire game. Blunt honesty is the strongest currency, stronger than BBQ $$. Even if the vote is wrong, I am not blamed. I am just a very naive child who listens to whatever people tell them to do. :PoutyFaceEmoji:
- And then we get to the final act of today, what happens if I'm wrong and the vote ends up with Michael leaving: It doesn't fall on me. In fact, it falls on Hottie, someone who I barely speak to anyways :^) Scooby respects that I messaged them the truth about my vote, Michael likely ends up giving me his BBQ $, and if he gives it to Hottie, she's next on the list to go. No matter who goes, this vote will cause enough drama for me to slip by under the radar.
- I'm just a weak, so honest it hurts, nice/naive child. You wouldn't dare put me up, would you ? :poutyfaceemoji: (Knock on wood)

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PostSubject: Re: Nightly Thoughts   Nightly Thoughts EmptySat Jan 30, 2021 4:36 am

Perioddd, I liveeee for your lengthy DRs <3

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PostSubject: Re: Nightly Thoughts   Nightly Thoughts EmptySat Jan 30, 2021 4:38 am

I'll keep them coming!

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PostSubject: Re: Nightly Thoughts   Nightly Thoughts EmptySun Jan 31, 2021 8:38 am

1/30/21
Sorry for sending this late, that HoH in my mind counts as yesterday. I hope this can still count for my DR even though I've most definitely already sent enough!
CHRONOLOGICALLY, BECAUSE HOLY SHIT THIS WAS A LONG DAY.
- I woke up, thought Michael was going to NARROWLY STAY, turns out, it was a fucking tie and Hottie/Michael lied to me in order to get my vote for Scooby to leave. Which, alright, I guess makes sense, but it was dirty. If Michael stayed, it would have been different. Though, because I was on her side of the vote, it helped IMMENSELY because foreshadowing reasons.
- Michael leaves, I don't know where the hell his money went, and I pick up the pieces with Adam and Scooby like a boss. I don't want to brag, but I was in elementary school singing the cleanup song at FULL VOLUME and I was KILLING it!
- Scooby and I now have a Final 2, mainly because I gave Scooby an ACTUAL REASON I VOTED TO EVICT THEM INSTEAD OF "Uhhhh majority" XD THE HONESTY! THE BRUTAL HONESTY! Scooby knew that if they wanted to survive longer, they needed to make amends with as many good souls as they could. Luckily I sent Scooby my message about voting to evict them literally 12 hours before the vote even was finalized in Scooby's favor, so I strategy/luck'd out.
- As for Adam, Adam got wind that they were using dirty tactics in order to gain my vote. So, he felt sympathetic towards me. Honestly, I believe him. Either that or he has really good acting.
- Now we get to the HoH that I ABSOLUTELY CANNOT WIN! God, if I won this HoH, I would be forced to nominate at least 1 person I knew would never put me up (because I'm sitting pretty with too many people.) So, it is IMPERATIVE that I only stay in the competition long enough to where it looks like I tried my damn hardest, but also ensure that someone favorable towards my game wins. It cannot be Rob, April, Veronica, or Robin.
- I did 4 things that helped me win this HoH. I gained some more $$$ with my posts and with the HoH, I ensured my safety no matter who wins, and I make it look like I'm the nicest person on earth to Adam, Stefan, and Scooby. My relationships with them have been iffy, mainly because of doubt on my side rather than theirs, so it likely didn't *NEED* to happen, but this was an insurance policy. Because I stayed on that damn competition for THIRTEEN HOURS, constantly active, I made it look like I was willing to do god knows absolutely anything and everything to win. Adam thinks I'm trying to protect him, Scooby thinks I'm trying to protect them, Stefan thinks I have his best interest at heart.
- It also helped that even though there was still 9 people left in the HoH comp, I told Hottie that she was 1,000% good with me if I won and she returned the favor. I know that means nothing considering what the fuck Millie did to me (I know ur reading this, <3 much love bestie, no hard feelings XD XD XD) but I genuinely believe this from Hottie. Knock on wood. Omg it'd look so awkward if I got Millie'd AGAIN BY HOTTIE AHAHAHHAHA
- It sucks that Beast and Skeeter are beating themselves up, but I'm really sure that they're just being sleep depriven drama queens. Skeeter might need to worry a little bit, but Beast is more upset than Skeeter which is weird lol.
- Now we're here. My plan for tomorrow is that I need to work on my relationships with: April, Veronica, Jackie, Johnny, Christian, Hottie, and Stefan. I can do this!

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PostSubject: Re: Nightly Thoughts   Nightly Thoughts EmptyMon Feb 01, 2021 2:58 am

1/31/21
Chronologically:
- I wake up, Hottie hasn't *quite* named her nominees yet, but I already know who they are, so why bother caring, right?
- I check in with Scooby for the first half of my morning, which began around 4PM (thanks HoH I didn't even win), which also phased into me and Hottie getting along better
- I FORCEFULLY HAVE TO VIBE CHECK BOTH SKEETER AND BEAST BACK INTO REALITY! It sucked how sad they were, they were defeated after the HoH we lost. Beast was especially knocked up, which was *Super* sad. I actually felt something for him, but I used my tough love to snap him back into reality.
- I guess this is my obligatory Beast Boy appreciation post: Beast Boy: I appreciate you
- Hottie nominates Adam and Rob as planned, things were great, Skeeter is appeased and I was proven right.
- The Veto draw happens, and I get picked, which lowkey kinda SUCKS, but whatever. I'll just throw it.
- Here's where I made, I would say, my very first MISTAKE mistake of the game. I help Hottie win. She is aware that I threw it TO her. I should have just said I was throwing IN GENERAL. Because simultaneously, I told Adam I was throwing it in general because I couldn't get caught between his war with Hottie and risk my position. This is important to note for later, when the mistake will become evident.
- The veto happens, I place just well enough to not arouse suspicion. Perfectly thrown veto, I waited JUST long enough and helped Hottie JUST BARELY enough to pull out a W.
- Following that, SHE THEN DECIDES TO *USE IT*?!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!?? I DONT KNOW WHY OR HOW BUT SHE DOES. This made me think about what her game is. Was she planning this days in advance? I believe that she legitimately wanted Michael to stay, but when she immediately takes Rob off the block, i go ballistic with Beast. We try our best, but 30 minutes was NOT enough time, not by a longshot.
- She replaces Rob from the block with Johnny, a closer ally than most to me. This SUCKS, I was REALLY banking on Johnny winning a few HoH's and doing some dirty work for me. The worst part is, everyone seems to be on board. Beast and I were powerless. Plus, Skeeter wanted Johnny to G-O since he was "targeting Veronica" which may be true, but following his nomination, would not be true anymore. I was going to vote out Adam, but Skeeter brought up how our alliance is slightly tilted to support me and Beast rather than Skeeter, so I caved. This is a give and take alliance, sometimes I give, sometimes I take. I gave on this one because I was accustomed to taking. It was my turn to repay Skeeter, so I obliged. Skeeter deserves it.
- The main reason that I say I made a mistake is because... If Hottie and Adam compared notes about me and my participation in the Veto comp, I might be fucked. Though, looking back on it with a fresh mind, it's unlikely either of them brought me up. I'm "Adams secret weapon" and my agreement with Hottie is to be a "Silent tea party" so a vow of secrecy is upheld with both of them. I do imagine that because of my closeness with Adam, it is possible that Rob/April AREN'T AFTER ME, they're the two I MUST nominate if I win tomorrow. I love April personally, but again. She's a fucken libra. Though, if possible, this HoH will have to go to Beast Boy.
- Luckily through the way I've been acting and coming across, people think I'm eager to participate and win in competitions. I've played in 4 vetos and 6 HoH's, more than everyone else except for *maybe* Johnny with the Vetos, though when I update my spreadsheet to include veto picks, I'll double check. Not only have I been participating in a lot of comps, 10/15 comps, I've been placing CONSIDERABLY WELL within them, too. People think I'm a team player, though I've only won 1 competition so I'm not quite the threat of a "Comp Beast" like Johnny was.
- Fun fact, if you read my nightly thoughts from 1/30/21, I actually said I was playing Johnny and Christian up as comp beasts in order to paint them as bigger targets. Which... Ended up happening. WAYYYYYY sooner than anticipated.
- The day ends with me and Hottie getting a F2 going.
- My thoughts? My main thought is that we need to weaken Hottie, April, Rob, Robin, and Adam. They cannot continue existing in this House. We need Skeeter to win HoH and put up Hottie, plus, we need Beast to win HoH and put up Rob and April. Rob must go first. I need Adam, Robin, and Hottie on jury, though. So April and Rob shall get the boot first. April wouldn't put me up initially, but I'm risking getting rid of someone who would put up my allies instead of myself in turn for a safer house dynamic controlled by me, Jackie, and Beast.
- My game is to not be the puppeteer, the mastermind. I am not playing to control people's votes, nominations, or comp wins. I am playing by going with the flow, and when the flow pushes me one way, I swim with it so I cover even more distance. When Adam won HoH, I double'd down on being his ally instead of paint him as the next biggest target. When he was on his way out, he survived again, and I double double'd down, though I do suspect that he's onto me.
- Best case scenario? Beast wins HoH tomorrow, nominates April and Rob. Then Skeeter, SZA, myself, Veronica, Kelly, or Jackie wins the POV and keeps noms the same. Between them, I'd rather Rob go home first. Which reminds me that I need to message Rob and see how he's doing to cover if he wins HoH tomorrow.
- Best case scenario in the following week? April, Stefan, or Robin goes home. I'd prefer if April went, but Robin leaving would certainly not be the worst case scenario. Stefan is someone whom I've been losing my read on, so I'd prefer if he stays too. April must go. Libras? cmon.
- If tomorrow is the Unicorn HoH, Beast must get this. Either him or me, and we'll both be trying . I REALLY SHOULDN'T win HoH and Beast REALLY SHOULD (to build/rebuild trust and keep himself well insulated) buuuuuut if I win, I will do what must be done.
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Longest one yet Theodora! Should I make a separate topic for my notes so yall can see where those are at too?
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