So either the whole madison vote was a great idea or a horrible idea, either way what's done is done and it's in the past. Fortunately enough for me it kind of depicted sides on the house, and put me at both sides. I was able to keep my relationship with beast boy, with rob, and my relationship with skeeter whom are all on the male side of the house, so if I was ever considered a nominee on the male side of the house now hopefully this gets me in their good graces.
After voting out Madison and her leaving with 6 votes, I felt like I kind of betrayed her in a sense. I lowkey regret it because she didn't deserve that and Skeeter did, but I feel like Skeeter and I are closer now anyways so I believe that puts me in a better position at the end of the day now that I verified my vote with him.
Also, when Hottie approached me with the idea to vote Skeeter, I was down to do that, till it was spreading around the house that the girls were planning to vote Skeeter. One of the people Hottie approached decided to tell Skeeter what was being planned, so as for now I don't trust any females at the moment besides probably Hottie. I'm not sure who Hottie all approached but one of them definitely ratted and ended up causing ruckus for the girls alliance, and I hope it was not Hange. Honestly, I feel as though I'm losing the closeness of my connection with Hange, and unfortunately that means I don't know who I trust the most in this game now anymore. Maybe Hottie because she was exposed and put in a horrible predicament, I feel as though she doesn't know who to trust either which could make her more comfortable with me now, so hopefully that's the case.
I'm determined to find out who it was that did tell Skeeter this piece of information and that it was Hottie starting the "movement" to vote him. Robin talks very suspiciously to me, but I'm not sure. It could be Hange because of the cartoon alliance suspected by Hottie but once again, I'm not sure. With this HoH today, Johnny kept us safe, however I noticed that his original two nominees were both females. I hope this was just coincidence and there's no actual male alliance somewhere. Also I wonder where Hange lies in the middle of this. I begin to think that they didn't really vote Skeeter.
According to what Christian told me, the 6 people who were SUPPOSED to vote Skeeter were:
Me
Hottie
Kelly
Robin
Beast Boy
April
Stefan
Beast Boy lied to Christian, Beast Boy was the one organizing Madison votes (which is something that I think I'm the only one whose not included in the organization knows) so now I know to watch for how Beast Boy plays. I'm glad that the vote made us closer though, and in the end he'll feel more inclined to favor me like he mentioned. So, I'm in good graces with him as well. He's also a really good competitor which is again, something to watch for.
With this eviction, I'm not sure who I want to save. Pope hasn't been active at all in the chat, but I feel like I should keep him around because if Johnny nominated him because he hasn't talked to him as much as others, that does have to mean he hasn't talked to him either so maybe it's everyone and not just the chat. I want to get closer to Pope 1 on 1more, we haven't talked in a 1 on 1 in days and I don't really know where his head is actually at besides from the chat. I'm not really that close with Kelly, and in the SIX alliance they want to save Pope. I don't want to break any bridges here, so I think I'm just going to vote to evict Kelly once voting opens, and keep my original ally member Pope.
That's really all my thoughts for today. Today was kind of messy I'm still trying to get everything together, and I don't really know what to think or who to trust as of now. I still think winning HoH would force me to show my cards and cross multiple alliances so I don't think that I should do that, but when it comes down to it the veto competitions that I am in are definitely up for HEAVY grabs, I need to start pulling out wins to get some money for the casino. After seeing that thousand of money has been given out already, it makes me wonder about where it all has went. So right now, I'm just floating on this boat and letting it ride through. The only people that I think would probably nominate me could be Robin, but me and robin have gotten closer thanks to Hottie so now I think I'm in good graces with potentially all of the cast. This social domination till late-game could potentially put me in the best spot with the house.
I know a lot of information about the game that I could be spilling to any of my allies but I withhold this information to use at a later time and bring up later. I don't want anything to get reversed back to me unless it absolutely HAS to. Withholding this information till it's good for my game is a good move for me in the long run, and potentially securing a temporary alliance within Skeeter and Hottie is also a big part of my plan to avoid my two allies targeting each other temporarily because they both already have mistrust in each other and it'll only get worse as time goes by. I've also noticed that Jackie is strong, and I've gotten a little suspicious of Hange. idk what im saying any more im sleepy and i have a dentist appointment tomorrow so goodnight
Subject: DR #5: idk