DR #10 - abandoning ship

THIS WAS SO MESSY LMFAOFOADFJALF okay.

so basically, me pushing adam to get co-hoh perhaps could've fucked my entire alliance over. am i upset about it? not really to be honest. more pressure on them and less pressure on me, infact i'm rarely seen on the radar to be honest. with all these people coming out as adam's secret group, hopefully my consistent connections and talk with other people make them see me as not apart of that because even though I WAS (and trust me it HURT TO SEND HIM 80 OF MY BUCKS) , nobody gotta know that! teehee.

anyway, i pushed for co-hoh initially to help him have a bit of power, however i didn't know that the alliance would push for the wack ass crazy noms that he made which fucked up his hoh, fucked up his standing in the game, fucked up EVERYONES trust in him inside the alliance and FUCKED UP the alliance itself.

now that the alliance is so fucked up perhaps it's time for me to abandon ship <3 privately though. but anyway, rob is already linked to april. veronica is linked to april. christian is moreso on hottie's good side, which is good for him. i was going to plant some mistrust, but i can't seem to do so because hottie trusts him. eh. he earned it i guess. and i felt like i was on the bottom of the 6 anyways. once april leaves, the alliance may or may not fall apart and who knows what will spill out of it.

adam is HORRIBLE for my game. anyone associated with that MANS NAME gets the boot, and hopefully april doesn't go around telling anyone that i'm associated with her or with adam because that ain't the case sweetie. at the moment i really trust beast boy and i'm sort of campaigning against her but saying i'm weighing my options, and i know he is friends with april so im praying he doesn't go run and tell that back to her. but if he does, i'll just have to say i was weighing my options and explaining the pros and cons.

okay so overall, i'm in a better position than before. if i was to win hoh i have my noms (skeeter, kelly) because they rarely talk to me. i'm willing to take the heat for nomming them both. and yup. i feel good.