the house is eerily quiet...

maybe because i set this motherfucker on fire yesterday... my bad.

i won't apologize for calling out hottie and kelly on their bullshit. i knew what would happen when i did it and i'm prepared to handle whatever comes next.

should i have maybe used better language? definitely, and i'll own that. i was just so mad and caught in the moment i let them get my worst.

i dunno... i've had fun with this but i'm kind of not into it anymore. something about that first endurance comp, along with the toxic twins kind of made a shift in my attitude about this experience and i've been keeping it bottled up. i'm not going to quit but i'm not sure if i'll fight to stay if i'm nominated either so i'll probably just be super messy up until then.

as my last hoorah, i'll definitely be throwing beast under the bus on my way out. that you can count on!