*sigh*

You ever feel that pain in your chest? The one that makes you feel awful despite no reason to? The pain associated with being alone, which translates to being lonely. This is going to be a tough week, I can already tell. I hate my current situation. I absolutely hate the way things are, and I'm not even talking about the game at this point. IDK if I'll look back on this and feel differently. Everyone is out there enjoying poker games, and I'm sitting in my room depressed as a MF. This shit sucks so badly.

This made me sad If you ever need anything, I'm here! Dont be so hard on yourself and whether it's things inside or outside of the game, do your best not to let it get to you and talk about it with someone to get your feelings out!

Thanks, IDK if it was even appropriate to mention things like that in here, but I need to let it out. I'm trying to write in my journal, so I'll see if that helps. I appreciate it, though.