Confessional entries

I need to write more in here because I want people to see where my head was at each round. Everyone thinks they have it all figured out but not so fast. I'm truly hurt that Dany never fully trusts me. I've never done anything to go against her. I don't even know why she's not in any of my alliances because I've always protected her best I could.

I'm going to try and go back on the game with more in depth thoughts by talking about each of the people left in the game going in order of trust. Trust/loyal to the least to the most.



Natalie Negrotti

It's really nothing personal. The few conversations we had were good but she never offered much and instead demanded information. It felt weird to me, I dropped it quick. She's also rarely on and that annoys Buffy so much. I get it though. We're all here fighting and stressing day in and day out while she just shows up to say congrats and post a cake picture. I have nothing left to say about her because this is as much as I know about her.

DW


I have to put DW next. I actually really respect her, she is not bullshitting me or even talking to me anymore since I became her public enemy #2 and I prefer that to the fake stuff most people do in this game. She's also a great competitor and for a time I was working along side her through, for common goals, but now our goals don't align anymore since she wants Buffy and I out like her life depends on it. Man the best man/woman win.

I know it looks bad to use the idol on Buffy but I didn't want them to have their way. I feel like I might have a better shot at veto and I was hoping they would be scared to nominate me. I also hope they fear the possible battleback because I stayed up so late for endurance and how the battleback went last season. I need veto though, I really need it.

I really do hate this game. I told Buffy that I would nominate DW and Natalie. I tell this to Dany and all I get is ridiculed and called a liar. Of course I didn't use veto on you after everything the last 2 days but does it mean I want you out? I feel like I like some of these people and all they do is shit all over me.

Pedro is back in the game and of course Buffy is all over that. Probably who she wishes I was.

I'm tired of changing allies. Now I have to turn on Jim and Villanelle because they can't be trusted and go with DW and Pedro. They keep forcing me to switch allies.

I'm totally a meathead challenge winning only player and it's sad. I actually wanted Villanelle to stay and I went about everything the wrong way. It's hard to really make my moves in this game sometimes. I don't want to put anyone at risk because of my decisions but sometimes I just don't want the same things.

I'm not a celebrity but for the love of God, get me out of here. I don't know how people play this game. The only people I want to see leave are either immune, won veto or a Barbie no one takes seriously. I feel like a coward because it's true that Buffy basically murders the minute someone has my name in their mouth and I'm literally forcing her to work with someone that wants her out (Jim) lol.

I don't know why Pedro likes to waste his time so much. I don't trust you buddy, I'm sure you know. If you trust me, you're dumb so I will assume you don't trust me either. I don't mind small talk here and there but pages and pages don't work for me.

DW should be nominating Buffy and I. I will be shocked, happy but shocked if she doesn't. I do want to work with her, I just have a hard time trusting people are not 100% after us all the time.

If I manage to win the veto tonight, I will have to betray again and I really really hate that aspect of the game. I have grown to really like and appreciate DW but Jim has been my guy this whole game and would be my main person if it wasn't for Buffy and I getting so close. Getting close to her changed my game but I always managed to stay loyal to Jim and Spongebob until last night. I sacrificed Spongebob so she would not be in final 4 with a bunch of my allies, but I don't think I can keep DW again for her and betray Jim.

Buffy is sure DW will keep me but let's be honest here, that would be the dumbest move for her. Jim will probably want to go to final 2 with DW over Buffy and she knows I'll pick Buffy. I know I'm leaving. I would have voted DW out too.

Cameron just say you don't like Buffy and won't vote for her and call it a day lol.

Aaron Ramsey wrote:

This Buffy girl is going to be a party pooper. She takes everything I say on the public threads so intense. I might have to just shut up or cut her.

LMAO <3