DR thoughts

Damn! I feel like I was close to winning HoH if I didn’t hurry with “Arisa Cox” instead of Arisa FOX. I’m happy for Daphne winning HoH but I’m kinda nervous because I don’t know where her head is at. I hope she doesn’t put me on the block, I literally breathed Hopefully she makes a big move this round and goes for Sandra, Audrey, something like that.

Ok I have some things to say. So y’all know I nominated Nottie in week 3 because I couldn’t trust him and we never spoke. About 7 rounds later, he and I were talking and he proposed a final 2 deal with me. Did I agree? Hell yes because why would I say no to that. I’ve been loyal to him (for the most part) since then and now that he’s on the block, he is convinced that he has the votes to stay. But I keep trying to tell him as candidly and delicately as I can that people are lying to him and I don’t want to vote in the minority if the votes aren’t there. But no matter how many ways I tell him, he is convinced that Marianne, Billie, Celine, Carly and Keesha are voting in his favor. Yet some of them told me they heard only his name, and Billie & Keesha straight up said they’re voting Nottie out. So I may have to explain to him that people are lying to him in SPANISH or something cause English clearly ain’t working.

I hope these people start dropping out of this endurance competition SOON cause otherwise this is gonna be a LONG night... I was surprised to see Carly lose the comp so fast, Keesha didn’t surprise me. My goal is to last in the comp till 3am the latest. Let’s see how it goes.

Now at the 5 hour mark of the HoH competition and I think I have another three hours of it in me lol. And If Celine doesn’t stop whining after every 2 intervals... this is an endurance comp, you want someone to drop so badly, why don’t YOU drop?

So I lasted 6 hours and 44 mins, and these people are going on 15 hours.... Like DAMN I’m impressed! Couldn’t have been me. I feel pretty safe with the people that are still in, all except Celine, idk what the hell she’s going to do, but I think she’s definitely coming for my alliance. So I need her to get eliminated. Just drop out, damn!

So I just woke up and Marianne is messaging me talking about the whole house wants me up and she hopes I’m not one of those people. Like damn, can I collect my thoughts first? So I message Carter and she tells me Marianne and Haleigh are her nom plans, and I’m ok with that, but I would rather see Celine on the block next to Marianne. I think Carter is taking a big risk keeping Celine safe and I hope it doesn’t backfire, since Celine is shady as hell and wanted her gone this round. But we will see, I’m glad to be safe

Marianne left as expected, and she definitely didn’t leave quietly. I do agree that the way she handled things in this game wasn’t great and the gameplay was just kind of all over the place. Aside from that I did like her, And I told her I’d keep her, but she had to go. I felt kind of bad breaking my word but she didn’t know I voted against her so it works for me. As much as I like the people playing so far aside from game, I keep my emotions out of it as much as possible. This is a competition. Very proud to be in the final 14 and hopefully I keep moving on up. While others get exposed, I will continue to play a seemingly chill social game but strategize and lie my way through and cover my tracks. 20 down, 13 to go.

I was nominated for the first time in this game, and of course it was during an anonymous HoH twist. I’m sad to see Layla go because she seemed to be one of the most trustworthy people to me thus far, so it sucked being on the block with her. I was definitely used as a pawn to take her out. But my thing is, this is an anonymous HoH, why not use this as an opportunity to get rid of big ass threats like AUDREY, TYLER, or even SANDRA. But no, they made a weak ass move and put myself and Layla on the block. This makes me feel like those big threats, at least one or two of them were behind this HoH decision. And if not, then it was Celine because she was mute the whole entire time until the veto selection challenge. That’s suspicious. And if anyone has a beef with Layla, it’s Sandra. The girl gets called out every week and I’ve had enough, I don’t trust her. I really think it was either her or Celine that won HoH. If Celine was the one to win HoH, then my gut instinct from the last round was correct and I knew it would backfire (her not being nominated), And if I win HoH tonight, it’s going down and she will be up on that block. I was born at night, not LAST night. 21 down, 12 to go.

I literally almost won that veto. Was so close and of course Tyler had to win his 97th comp. I’m not too sure where the vote will go, I’m mentally prepared for either result. But I made it this far and I’m proud of myself. I hope my alliance members stick to their word and keep me tonight. If they don’t, I have words for them. I’m not leaving this game quietly. The dirty laundry will be aired out if that’s the case.

Sandra appears to have my back in this vote, which surprises me because I’ve been sketched out by her for a while now. I’ve been loyal to her but I’ve always had my eye on her. If she does vote to keep me, whether I stay or go, I will respect that. If my alliance members vote to evict me, they will be exposed, and I won’t feel bad about it.

We love you <3

Love you both too <3 Thank you so much for this opportunity, it was a long, stressful and fun ride!

Arisa I’m telling you if my allies voted to evict me, I’m flinging them under the bus They best be wise cause I’m behind the wheel.