Daily Diary Room Posts

This is where I will put my daily diary room entries so that I dont clog up the DR

4/13

I am so happy that I won POV!!! It was a really hard challenge, but thankfully I follow a lot of BB people on twitter and was able to go through everyones accounts quickly looking at their headers. I am sad that we have to get rid of someone, but thankfully no one I am close with is on the chopping block.

4/14

Whew, that was a STRESSFUL hoh comp. Im not super sad that I didnt win, because I knew I should be safe with most everyone in that group, so im just happy i dont have to get any blood on my hands, and that me and my allies are safe for the night. We'll try to win tomorrow!

4/17 Oops I keep forgetting to do these!! I am so confused right now on who to trust. I thought I could trust Snorlax, but she just told me she was in a secret 7 person alliance, and now im confused. I guess it shows i can trust her, since she told me about it, but still. Im not sure if I should gun for veto or not, since I have 2 people who want me to use it on them, but I also am afraid if they get taken off I will get put on. Lots to think about.

4/21 hello i have been forgetting to post again. It has been a pretty good last few days for me. I feel safe in the spot that im at, and I feel really good about my f2 with Joe. I hope that he is being truthful to me. I also am so happy that I got the immunity prize in the luxury comp, but im honestly not even sure that I will need to use it, but I am glad I have it just in case. I am having sooo much fun playing this game.

<3

4/22

I am sooo glad that Olivia went home, but I feel terrible lying to Joe about who I voted for. It just didnt make any sense for me to vote out Ronan when I know that she is somewhat on my side, and I haven't talked to Olivia at all. I hope I can win todays HOH, since I haven't won one yet. I also feel as though my safety kind of depends on it, since the only person I really feel like I have right now is Joe, and he can't compete as outgoing hoh. I am considering using my immunity power, but I don't know if I want to use it this early on in the game. I will have to take some time to think about it. I also don't really know who I would nominate if I did win, so that's another thing to think about. We'll see!

5/3

lolol thanks for the reminder about posting in here I completely forgot after that 42 hour comp. I feel soooo bad voting out Day and I immediately regretted it once I did it. I just felt like Ronan has more of a reason to try and win comps now that she knows she is a target, and with Day being used as a pawn so often I thought she would probably be going home sooner or later, and I knew I would always be a bigger target if I was sitting next to Day on the block rather than Ronan. But I feel so so so bad for voting out Day and I wish I could take it back. I know when I applied I said I was going to play a dirty game but I love all of these people so much and I just cant play like that Having to lie is so difficult and I literally feel beyond terrible.