Diary Room Entries

Christ. So I finally have time to make a diary entry, I apologize for the delay. Turns out it's very time consuming to have conversations with 33 people at once lmao. This game is already stressing me out just by how active basically every single person is, I can hardly keep up. Every time I reply to a message I get 3 more. Where's the inactives? Where's the easy first votes? Lmaooooo. My fingers hurt and my hair is turning gray.

As of right now, I'm trying to lay low and play a laid back game. With so many people it's more of a slow burn this time (cue Kacey Musgraves). I really just want to get through like the first 10 evictions safely and then ramp it up lol. I'm not starting alliances right now. Luckily I've been brought in to 2 alliances without having to do anything, The Bad Girls Club and just now The Better Room. Megan started the BGC alliance and I like everyone in it, but Megan is doing too damn much already lmao. But everyone sees it, so she's a good shield for now. I want these alliances to last at least a little while this time. I really like everyone in The Better Room too, they're more of the quiet players which I prefer and I've had some great conversations with all of them in DMs. I am working so hard behind the scenes in the DMs trying to build relationships with every single person, provided that they reply. As of right now though, I don't really have that one close ally that I completely trust. 

This season has already proven to be unpredictable. I was certain Alycia was going in the first eviction but she stayed... then she won both HOH and POV. She's clearly a threat but I need her on my side for now. Again, she's a good shield. I really appreciate people making themselves targets lmao. It's sad to see active and nice people go home so early though. With basically no inactives this season is brutal right off the bat. The new Luxury shop twist is interesting and unexpected too. I'm hoping I'll actually be able to buy myself some damn powers this time... and not have them used against me and foil all my plans. 

As always though, I'm having fun! I truly love playing this game. I missed it, but that break was definitely needed. I'm refreshed and ready to go lmao. I'm hoping that it really is third times the charm for me, but really I'm just trying to enjoy myself and see how far it takes me. I definitely don't need the drama and hardcore stress I had last time. With all this money on the line it's bound to be a bloodbath. Wish me luck!

- XOXO Juicy/DW/Audrey Horne

Oop love when you take the time to spill us some tea <3

My pleasure! <3

Ah, a successful day of shit stirring and playing all sides. In this game there are essentially two sides and then there’s the middle. I am part of all three. This is why I’m in no alliances with overlapping people, makes it harder for them to compare notes. In the BGC alliance, most of them are on one side of the house. The core of this side is Layla, Carter, Keke, and Megan. Then there’s my other girls alliance Femme Fatale, from this group Tinashe, Chloe, and (formerly) Alycia are the core of the other side of the house. Then there are people who seem to be in the middle and not well aligned like, I believe, Marianne, Aang, and possibly Sandra and Tyler, all of which I am aligned with or have a good relationship with. It’s so fun to watch each side come to me about going after the other, while I sit in the middle, guilty but unsuspected, excitedly agreeing to it all. I performed a delicate dance between my private rooms tonight, each with different targets. I definitely had to double and triple check before each message I sent. In Femme Fatale I’m gassing up Tinashe for calling Keke out and encouraging Chloe to call out the Keke, Layla, Carter trio in the eviction thread. In the Bad Girls Club, I’m feigning outrage and declaring both girls need to go. I’m reality, I’m campaigning for sunflower to go since they’re the only nominee I’m not aligned with. Laughing maniacally the entire time. I’m instigating and blowing shit up and I don’t think I’ve been caught yet. There’s a lot of people that want to fight each other before they turn to me. I'm hoping it stays this way. We’re about to be down 10 people so we’re making good progress. But I still need about another 10 to go before I really start betraying my alliances and trying directly to get them out. For now, I'll continue snaking behind the scenes. 

P.S. Remember when I said Heather was a threat and we needed her out? Remember when neither of my allies put her up last round when they won HOH, even when they had the chance to backdoor her? Well, Keke put Heather up tonight and then she won the veto! Now they see that she’s a threat. No shit! St*pid h*es.

Should have ended that first part with a *chef's kiss*

I'm sorry you haven't heard from me in a couple days, I know you sit on the edge of your seat waiting for my insights. I had to take a break for like a day but I'm back and better. As an introvert who is exhausted by social interaction you would wonder why I love playing this game. 

So I keep saying I'm not going to win competitions, but I won HOH again tonight lmao. I put up Percy and Penny, two nonentities. I wanted to put up Michael but so did Keke, so I let her have it. Knowing Michael would probably go anyway, I campaigned to get Penny out since Percy literally doesn't try at all. 

Michael went off in the eviction thread, it was hilarious. The thing is he actually makes some correct points but he doesn't articulate himself well so he just looks crazy. The way everyone keeps getting called out besides me has me dying. Essentially all of my alliances have been called out as working together, and I haven’t been included. Thankfully, this has allowed me to continue to work with all sides. Again, this all goes back to my luck at not participating in the chain HOH. That really exposed everyone. Mess. 

So the vote... A 5-5 TIE??? F*CK!! Has this every happened before in BBQ?? And of course, it happens when I was campaigning to get Penny out all night but messaged her last minute that I was sorry and really hoped she would stay, just in case. LMAO. I started to really feel bad for her since she was trying hard and Percy literally doesn't care. It actually was really difficult for me to decide who to evict. It feels a lot different when you have the sole decision to end someone's game. I went back and forth but ultimately decided to stick with my original plan and get Penny out. All of that campaigning would have been a waste otherwise, and she's a bigger threat. Also, it shows how dangerous she is that we was able to make me feel bad and question wanting her out. I made Percy promise that if he ever won HOH he wouldn't put me up, so let's hope he sticks to that. 

Apparently though I am an idiot and I just made the worst move IN BIG BROTHER HISTORY! I don’t feel so bad anymore. Marcellus and Lawon are shaking! In all of history? Damn. I guess only time will tell. 

I am more than aware that there are power alliances running things, and I will deal with them accordingly, I just happen to be a part of them right now. I learned from my last season that there’s no use calling out the power players until you’re absolutely able to get them out. As you can see, everyone who has done so has been evicted so far. Tinashe, Chloe, Michael. I guess I’m kind of playing my season 2 game backwards. Play with the power, then target them... rather than target them, then align with them, then try to target them again lmao. I am not letting them get all the way to the end this time though, know that. 

Top 20 baby! 18 more to go. I just hope I don't get evicted, because Penny will laugh in my face.

Holy shit. This round started off amazing and turned out to be the most stressful one yet. When Aang and Marianne won HOH I was excited because I felt safe with them and I knew they would shake things up. I was laughing and celebrating at the original nominations of Carter/Megan/Keke/Layla because the move was finally made. Until Carter won HOH and I knew one of my closest allies, Tyler or Sandra, would probably be put up. What I was absolutely not expecting though is that Aang originally was putting me up as a replacement... because before Aang posted his decision Marianne was in our room like "Omg I can't believe he nominated you" and I was like HUH??? What a fucking snake. The nerve this kid has to come in my DMs every time I win HOH like "OMG I LOVE YOU MY QUEEN ANYTHING YOU NEED JUST ASK ME!!!" and then turn around and want to backdoor me. I didn't think he had it in him, so touché. I should have seen it coming when he never even replied to my congratulations DMs.


When Tyler got nominated though I knew I would have to fight for him to stay. He has become one of my favorite people in this game and is one of the few I still believe I can trust. Knowing Marianne wanted Keke out, I started campaigning against Layla. I asked Sandra, and all the girls in The Better Room, Celine, Haleigh, and Carly and they all agreed. Then Marianne comes in our room like "Please vote Keke. I know you're campaigning to get Layla out." So we have a rat. I no longer feel I can trust Sandra, or any of those girls. I then learned that a lot of people were voting Megan, including girls from BGC which surprised me, so I realized it was smarter to forget about Layla and just try to get votes on Keke and Megan. 


Although I was saving my BBQ bucks up to buy something big like an immunity idol or a diamond POV, I knew I needed the double vote tonight, so I bought it. However, turns out Tyler bought the transferable double vote too. He gave it to me and I had the tough decision of using just one double vote, or both. I was using one of them no matter what. I went back and forth for so long that I was the last person to cast my vote, which I never am. I'm a "better safe than sorry" kind of person, so I just decided to use both, casting 2 votes against Keke and 1 against Megan. I was literally shaking waiting for the results to be posted. BUT TYLER STAYED! And so did Layla, and I'm actually really glad. Turns out I didn't need to use the double votes, but I don't regret it at all. If I didn't use them and Tyler went home I would always have regretted it. 

Every single day the people I trust completely changes. I now believe I need to work with Tyler, Layla and Carter to get out all these other snakes. Carter fought hard to keep Tyler so I know we can trust her. I think we all have to same goals and targets now and moving forward, I think we can dominate.

Welll........?

Well what sister

It's been 48 hours since we had Audrey Horne thoughts.

I know what's up with that kinda sick and twisted

LMAO I am so sorry queens. I guess I periodically get too stressed to write a DR for a few days, but I will try to be better! Lord knows I need these damn BBQ bucks. There's just so much to discuss that I can't always conjure up the energy lmao. 

So let me go back to 2 days ago. I won HOH which was so satisfying because I said the minute I heard Aang was going to nominate me that I was going to get his ass out. I got the chance the very next day, poetic justice. I put him up alongside Percy and went a little DW in my speech, couldn't help myself. He truly is a fake ass, snake ass, bitch, the people need to know! Then, surprisingly, I also won the veto and was able to keep nominations the same. It was delicious. Aang then went home by a vote of 12-2. All 15 voters confirmed they would vote him out, so we have 2 liars, but I honestly expected there to be more so whatever. There's been liars every single vote, and presumably some are my allies, so I'm just glad I was able to send him home. I hope people see that if you even THINK about nominating me, I will deal with you swiftly. 

However, I am aware that I may be the biggest target in the game now. I would have never wanted to win 3 damn HOHs before jury even started, but I was feeling vengeful. Also, with so many people in the cast it feels like we're so much farther along in the game and I guess I felt comfortable enough to come out swinging. Like if this was season 2 and we had already gotten 18 people out, I would be in the final 4 right now. I'm glad I got Aang out, but I somewhat regret the wins. I don't like to play this game with my back against the wall and I feel like I am now. I still have an alliance with almost everyone left in the game, but they'd be stupid not to see me as a threat.

Now for yesterday. Tyler won HOH which was perfect. He now has 3 HOH wins too, taking some heat off me, however I don't want him to be a target either. But I think that ship has already sailed for both of us. His target was Marianne, and I know she's been snaking me and playing all sides, so I was happy with it. Although we considered it, we decided not to mess with a backdoor so he just put her straight up alongside Blair. Although Blair is my Femme Fatale ally, Tyler heard she voted to evict him when he was on the block a couple rounds ago, so I had no complaints. We just needed anyone besides Marianne to win the veto and it would be another successful round. Well, of course Marianne wins the veto! Oh the buzz kill. So, now she will be coming after Tyler hard and has proven to be able to win comps. Not good. I will probably have to win HOH and backdoor her now because she would be less likely to see it coming from me.

Tyler then put up Percy again, but this time I wanted him out. He had survived the block too many times and I personally put him up twice. However, he actually fought for it this time. At last, any effort at all from Percy! He declared me and Tyler his targets, but mostly me. This is the first time I was called out as being part of the girls alliance, but I guess it had to happen sometime. He mentioned me along with Carter, Layla, Billie, and AOC on the eviction thread but in private pleas said Sandra may be part of it too. It's interesting to me that Daphne was spared, but I know she's been playing all sides. He also thought Blair was part of the girls alliance and that's why we all wanted her to stay, which is hilariously false. We just wanted his ass to go. It came down to a vote of 6-8 against Percy, way too close for comfort, but he was thankfully evicted. 

I believe Celine and Carly were definitely part of this 6 to vote to keep Percy, perhaps Haleigh too. They've been lying about their votes all season and riding mine and Tyler's coattails in the Better Room alliance. Carly even had the nerve to try and turn Tyler against me because of these girls alliance accusations. It's not going to work darling. So the list of people I need out just keeps growing. Marianne, Celine, and Carly are at the top.

My main allies are Tyler, Carter, and Layla. We are the Four Horseman. However, Tyler and I are also still working closely with Sandra and I believe she was able to mend things with Layla after the voting fiasco, so that's good. All 5 of us have been in an alliance called The Avengers which also includes Susie Carmichael and previously Megan and Layla. This alliance kind of died after four of us got put on the block and two were voted out, but I opened communication back up in the room today. I think we all still need to work together to get far in this game. I will also keep up relationships with all the other Bad Girls Club ladies, now that we've all been called out together we really need to stick together. I have been somewhat slacking on my one on one communication lately, which I'm kicking myself for. This is a huge part of my game, so I need to get back on it, and hope people are still receptive. This cast is full of nobodies doing nothing right now, but I need them all on my side. I'm just hoping my days aren't already numbered.

OOP taking a seat.