Today

Today has been a really hard day for me mentally, between this game and real life.

About two weeks ago I had a miscarriage, and today was supposed to be the day I got my ultrasound. Today was supposed to be a super happy day for me. Today was the day I was going to get a crap ton of ultrasound picture. Today was going to be the day I tried to explain to my 15 month old that she was going to be a sibling... but unfortunately, I no longer get to experience that, or experience that joy.

And since I’ve been so in my feels about my real life problems, it’s been making me all in my feels for this.

I really trust Keith, and he thankfully wasn’t too upset about the Lucky 7 alliance. I’m really glad I got that off my chest with him, I felt like I was going to explode with everything going on. I can at least feel better here and not as horrible and I do in my real life.

Normally I finish these with pictures of my eviction outfit. But since eviction isn’t tonight, here is a picture of my ball of sunshine