Diary Sessions

For my first diary session to round off this first night, I just wanted to say that I’m excited for what this season has in store for us & I’m ready to take on whatever challenge comes my way. I’ve been a bit busy tonight, but I plan on reaching out to everyone else that I haven’t talked to tmrw morning. I know it doesn’t seem like I’m active, but I’ve just been a bit busy. But I’m all in with this game. But I’m off to bed for the night. Goodnight to the best looking hosts 🤩

DR before the POV happens. I am enjoying my time on here so far if y'all couldn't tell with me being online pretty much all day lmao. I'm really excited to see how this game goes. It's definitely interesting that it's random bc, unlike my first game where people had all kinds of prior history, this time around, there's none of that, so i definitely think i can use that to my advantage. I wish I was playing in the POV lmao but I kinda wanna take a more subtle approach this time and not win comps that I don't really need to win. I want to take my social game alllll the way up unlike in my first game lol but i'm ready for this pov to take place. i hope the noms stay the same so neither hoh have to name someone else. also, i'm really curious to see if Big Miss Steak was telling me the truth about Brenda, Bayleigh, Nick, Doja, etc threw out my name. I want to find out if there was any validity to that, but rn i don't think it's that big of a deal. I barely reached out to anyone last night, but i did that bc i knew i was good with both hohs and now that i've talked to everyone at this point, i think i should be okay moving forward. that's all for now, i'll be back before tonight ends

Hiiiiiieeeeee, I wanted to get on here before I cast my vote. I should've done it before the deadline for the $ but I'm really trying to figure out what I want to do. From what I've gathered, there are two groups that have formed. Robbie's side and Big Miss Steak's side. I want to lick you both of their sides at this point. I've told everyone I've voting Shego to go home because we have not talked once (which is true), but why would I want to evict someone who seems to be inactive. Also, Doja and Bayleigh are telling people different things, and the way Doja was trying to figure out how to tell me how to vote did not sit well with me at all. I really don't want to win power this early, but I feel like it might be beneficial. Who knows though. We shall see. It's not in my nature to throw comps, but I really want to lay low for now. I guess we shall see. I have to cut it off here bc my laptop is about to die lmao.

For the extra money task.

So it's kind of hard to compare this game to other games because I've only played one game prior to this one. But i definitely feel that this being on a forum makes things a lot more complex. I love the anonymity of this game though because that's really how it should be. It's nice not having to worry about previous relationships tarnishing the authenticity of the game. That's definitely the upside to this game. I'm not really too, too concerned about anything just yet because it's so early in the game and I don't think I've given anybody a reason to think I've lied to them. Plus I think I'm in with enough people that I won't necessarily be a target for anyone. I could always be completely off and be a target for several people, but I don't think I am.

I really like Baby Yoda, Robbie Mercer, Madison Pettis, Amber Martinez so far. I'm not picking a number 1 right now. I just think there are way too many people to be solidify anything because anybody can get power & there's really no way to tell who they are going to stick with and stay loyal to. It's too early in the game. My game plan right now is to just continue to socialize with everyone and lay low. Let the bigger personalities shoot themselves in the foot and dig themselves a deeper grave. I kind of want to win HoH to get a better read of the house lmao I'm just not the type of player to sit back and do nothing, but I promised myself that I would try a different strategy this time around so we shall see how long I stick with it lmao.

So these people are crazy. I don't think I'm in that good of a position, to be honest. I don't know, it might just be me overthinking, but I kinda feel like some people are sussed of me lol Right now, I'm trying to get Yoda to get me closer to Jason and Theodora because I trust Yoda the most I think. and it seems like he's closest to them. I also want to distance myself from Doja because I really don't have true allegiance to her lol but i feel like some people might be weary of me because of the fact that i've said i liked doja.
I really want to win HoH so i can get some intel of whats really going on with the house bc I could easily be talking to the wrong people lmao

I think that there is definitely something fishy with this vote lol. there's no way in hell tiffany doesn't have anyone in her corner, i definitely think some of the girls from my alliance are going to keep her.

So I’m really glad to have been able to get Yoda to convince his two closest allies, Jason and Theodora to have a private room with me. I have a feeling Jason is a little hesitant with me for whatever reason. But I’m hoping I can get him to trust me. I think right now my #1 is Baby Yoda. I feel like I can trust him. Then by association, Jason and Theodora. I want to lay low until we get down to at least the regular number of houses guests they have in a season before I start trying to really strategize & throw out move ideas to my allies. 

I really want to win HoH. But tbh, at this point, I don’t know who I would put up. I feel like I’m on ok terms with everyone here, maybe I’m wrong, so I don’t think that I necessarily have to win, although I want to really bad lol it’s just the competitor in me. Last season I played, I won comps I didn’t necessarily need to win. This time, I’m trying not to win too many comps. I want to rely more of my social game, although I need to work on that now lol I think once the numbers dwindle down, I’ll be able to have constant conversation with these people, but there are just too damn many to do that with lol

I think I’m good with Big Miss Steak. I actually want to work with her, but she’s too much of a target to work closely with. For now. My timing has to be right when I approach her in order to not make myself a target. We’ll see though. I feel pretty confident with my comp abilities to keep myself safe. But I think I’m good for now.

Omg I really should

Break up my diary sessions

So I can get the post count up lmao

Not that ^^ obnoxious, but that long ass DR could’ve been split into several posts lol.

The way I need to talk about something in here for today to get my coins from Saoirse. Hey girl! I hope you had a great Christmas (if you celebrate). Did you get anything good this Christmas? What about y'all other hosts? What are y'all up to? lmao

Anyway, I literally have not been on pretty much all day which has been nice because this game is so f*cking time consuming. i love it, it's like crack, which is so bad lmao. anyway, is this 100 words already sksksk

I hope that I can survive this week with Big Miss Steak being HOH. I think I'm good with her, but you never know. I really want to win HOH to see what info people tell me. If I won HOH, I don't even know who i would want to put up. Probably Nicki Minaj because she never responded to my messages, and then someone else who I don't really talk to.

Is it even necessary for me to win HOH this early? I feel like it wouldn't hurt, but is it necessary?

I got a few things! New pjs, bookshelf, decorations for my office, and my family got my masters degree framed for me so that was all nice! How about you??

Ooooh, love that!! I got mostly clothes, things for the cold/pjs bc since it’s hot here in El Paso, i don’t own too many cold/sleepwear haha I also got booze bc my friends think I’m an alcoholic when obvi I’m more of a pot head but Ill never turn down alcohol sksks

The way I'm not sure if I should have voted to evict Bayleigh lmao then I realized I can't even change my vote, so I guess I gotta deal with it sksksk