Nightly Thoughts

2/16/21
Overall, a positive day.

- I knew either me or Beast would win both the HoH AND the Veto, so no matter what, we were good. Beast wins both, so now I have to win next week.
- You have no idea how scared I am for the week 5 HoH. ESPECIALLY if I win it.
- Blah blah, SZA got mad because I clapped back, blah blah etc etc.
- Theres not much to recap other than I had to say goodbye to SZA, so I’ll just go through it all.

- Beast regained some more trust and respect.
- Beast, me, and Jackie had a FIRE conversation right before the HoH. Seriously, one of the most fun chats.
- Jackie and I are taking each other to finals, no way to slice around it.
- Veronica wants me GONE
- I want Veronica GONE (but not as bad as I want Christian/Scooby GONE)
- I have to win one comp every week from now on. The only exception is if Jackie wins HoH tomorrow.)
- I’m the VILLAIN! MWAHAHAHAHA HATE ME FOR I HAVE NO JURY MANAGEMENT! HOO!! GO AFTER ME YE OLD TINIES!! FEAR HANGE’S WRATH
- Honestly SZA, Christian, and Scooby are just brats that things aren’t going their way. Just win a comp or two and maybe you might get a different outcome. Both Beast, Jackie, and I as well as Scooby, Christian, and SZA focused heavily on throwing comps before the Jury portion of the game. Then, right as prejury closed and jury opened, we turned it TF UP! Plus, we got rid of our only threats to our comp prowess, so there’s that, too.
- I have to win HoH tomorrow and Veto the next week, it’s settled.


That’s really it lol

OH! How could I forget
- Christian sucking up to me post-SZA eviction is pretty funny. I also happen to think that it’s VEEERRRYYYY SUSPICIOUSSSSS that Beast was the target last week, then when he wins HoH- I’m suddenly the biggest target in the house? Then when Beast DOESNT get me out, SZA, Christian, and Scoob all expect me to win HoH and take BEAST out again? Nuh-uh. Not doing that. No sir. I know what y’all are up to and it’s kinda sad. You chose the wrong allies, Christian chose to not work with me, SZA chose to nominate me. It’s a game of being a hypocrite, but it all comes down to who wins. Even though I’m a hypocrite, I’m winning this thing.

2/16/21
Short and sweet. I barely have time or want to do these anymore
- This game is kicking my ass, it is WAYYY too long.
- These people are kicking my ass, they are WAYYY too emotional and bitter
- No jury management is my strategy now. Nobody wants to vote for me so I can basically be guaranteed a spot in the F2 if I just win enough

- Oh I won HoH that was cool

Here's another jumbled one XD I wish I could send you my speculations and strategizing... But those contain my identities! So I really cant XD

Hange Zoë wrote:

2/9/21
Hooo-wee, was today lovely or what! Let's go chronologically:

- Woke up, and Hottie didn't absolutely despise me for voting to evict Kelly! LETS GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. I assume it's because she needs me. I'm aware of her having bigger threats, she doesn't need ALL of the cards stacked against her.

Hottie needing me is amazing. I love the fact that people want me out but cant necessarily get me out because I've made myself too useful. Everything is going good.

- Hottie blames SZA for Kelly leaving, which is SO fucking baller. I don't know why she made it fall on SZA... It was very clearly a Babes organized event (I protested, but I let up. Kelly isn't someone too crucial to my game, certainly not enough to not sacrifice.)
- I grew closer with Christian, April, Skeeter, Dua, and Scooby today! Nice B)
- Oh boy, how could I forget CASIIIIINNNNNOOOOOOOOOO NIIIIIIGHHHHHHHHTTTTT

Casino night was a ROCKY Road for me, but I ended up being able to drive past it with the least dents on me.
- I lost $10 at Roulette
- I lost $40 at Host Race
- I GAINED $5 at blackjack, putting me at a net loss of $45
- But then. Craps. I'm well aware that I was the richest person in the house- just statistically speaking. Only people that could rival me were probably Christian and Jackie- maybe others if they left them their money. Perhaps even Hottie. But the way I bet and just overall rolled during Craps? Iconic. I ended the game with $900 flat, making me the richest person in BBQ history. (Aka the person who had the most amount of money all at once.)

I know this was just to flush all the powers out and into usage, but it was still nice to know that ME AND BEAST LITERALLY HAVE BOUGHT 5/8 OF THE POWERS AVAILABLE... Though, we didn't have all, only fragments of each power, we still have a WIDE range together. I saw right through him when he tried lying to me, I knew he bought shit and didn't tell me- but he caved and told me before I exposed it XD Lucky boy, I would have been angry if he didn't fess up. Besides, he'd use his powers on me if I needed it just as much as I'd use my powers on his. PLUS- He's offered to get HOTTIE out with the Secret HoH so that I don't have to! Though I'm totally willing to- Hottie needs to go, she's the best player. So if our Secret HoH takes out Hottie, she has more respect for me yet less hate. Though, this hinges on me winning the first round of the Double...

Have I mentioned how we got a secret HoH? Beast was originally going to money-up with Skeeter or myself for a DPOV, especially considering how much bank I have. Though, I thought that was a waste. I told him that because Johnny and Robin most DEFINITELY transfered their money to JACKIE... I devised the plan that Beast should get Jackie to send money to HIM and then PRETEND like they're in control of that secret HoH TOGETHER. My plan is to have all the big targets taken out beforehand so we can backstab and use it on Jackie, but that's a pipe dream. Jackie's game is too good- she's making it to the end for sure. Continuing on with the plan, Beast Boy bought a Secret HoH, still had his transfer, and I had this reservoir of money to spend whenever we're in trouble rather than to use it frivolously right now. Scam Jackie? CHECK. Acquire a power with no work done or money spent? CHECK. Still have enough money if I'm in trouble? CHECK. Things are looking up for the steamroll I'm hoping we enact. We've been throwing every comp, with these powers, it's time to win and really take them out.

We have:
- 1 Vote Nullifier (OURS <3)
- 3 Double Votes (Mine, meaning for any eviction- I could theoretically cast 4 votes to evict someone. as long as no nullifiers act against me, and it only gets easier as people get evicted.
- 1 Secret HoH (OURS <3)
-  1 Immunity Necklace (Beast)
- 1 Veto Pass (Mine)
((Not even MENTIONING Jackie.))
Things will be getting dicey, very dicey!!! But nothing I cant handle. I do know that there's more to the picture that I'm not seeing, but tomorrow I'll go to work and talk to a few more people in order to piece together this cast's puzzle more.

Work on improving relations for tomorrow: Dua, VERONICA, Hottie, SZA, oh boy do I have an action packed tomorrow... Hottie, Dua, I'm coming for you!

Wow, ok, this is super whatever and I'll probably regret not going 100% in on this in the future... but whatever.

2/18/21
- I didn't win the comps I thought I would win today, very upsetting- but that's no issue/ I know I wont win. I can present the best case, but otherwise, I'm toast.
- I, unlike the other two, am basically guaranteed to be in the Final 2. I'm the GOAT as they say, though, it's due to poor jury management. So it's actually more like Beast Boy is Jason Guy, I'm Danielle Reyes, and Scooby is Lisa Donahue. I'm in the finale no matter what, but I'm not winning in either scenario. Which I have come to terms with. All I can do is present my case; it's a strong case... Though, the jury might be stronger. I just hope I can present it while I'm next to Scooby and not Beast Boy.
- That's basically it idk what else to add here

Hange Zoë wrote:

2/7/21
- SKEETER WON HOH WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
- Fuck. Skeeter won HoH... Scary as fuck. Kelly/Hottie are nominated, which will cause MAJOR drama.
- Yup, ayup, ayup. I was right, plus, Dua is back and she scopes out the feel of the house IMMEDIATELY... Smart girl. That's why I didn't want her in the game.
- My position is slowly being uncovered, but I dont mind. I made it as far as I could
- Skeeter outed me to Hottie on accident, fuckin, fine. I gotta fix this tomorrow.
- I slowly feel my position worsening in this game. I'd prefer Hottie and Kelly to stay, but I need Skeeter in here more than those two. In addition, I think Hottie and Kelly and I's relationship starting to worsen whilst Skeeter and I's improves- kinda a cause-effect relationship, huh?
- This week is crucial because if Hottie/Kelly use the DPOV, which they will, then we're in for big trouble. I might be named as a replacement nominee because of Skeeter accidentally outing me, but then again, I also might not be because Hottie has other fish to fry. She also thinks Skeeter and Beast are closer. Not to MENTION April, so I'm hoping I just BARELY scrape by.
- There is a GENUINE AND REAL WORLD possibility where Hottie, Dua, Kelly ALL GET TO STAY this week. That's scary.
- Not only that, but Dua coming back is forcing my cards to be shown because she's asking everyone about everything, she's getting infromation from everyone and finding just where I stand and she can logically deduce that IM IN THE MIDDLE OF IT ALL... Goddamn, if there's ever a twist that fucks me over, it's this one...
- Not even mentioning how Dua's returning just demolishes the house again. She's literally in the BEST SPOT MOVING FORWARD....... UGH! This is 1,000,000% fair in every sense of the word... but I can't find any other word to describe this other than unfair XDDD
- So, OF COURSE, I'm picked for the VETO COMP... AND IT ISNT BY MY CHIP BEING DRAWN, ITS BY HOUSEGUEST CHOICE... SO I BET YOU COULD IMAGINE HOW SUSPECT THAT LOOKS TO *LITERALLY* EVERYONE ELSE IN THE HOUSE... FUCKING YIKES. I'D RATHER HER PULL AN ADAM AND JUST HAND OVER THE PENALTY VOTE OR WHATEVER.
- So basically this entire day has been nothing but: HEY HANGE, HERE'S A BAD SITUATION! LETS MAKE IT WORSE! <3 SKEETER WILL WIN HOH, FUCK UP THE HOUSE, THE WORST PERSON TO RETURN WILL RETURN, BEAST IS ALSO A POTENTIAL TARGET, AND YOU'RE NOW FORCED TO PICK A SIDE WHICH WONT BE HOTTIE'S SIDE AND YOU WILL BE FUCKED WITH YOUR IMAGE OF BEING THAT HONEST GAL.

But, now that I have my complaining done, as always, I must devise a new game plan. This plan will be fractured into parts for tomorrow, all happening either simultaneously or chronologically.

- tonight I will sleep, recover, regroup, rethink my strategy, and pick up whatever was broken. If I'm forced to pick a side, I pick Skeeter/Veronica/Jackie/etc's side, but I *REALLY* think I should just lay back into the bushes for a bit and lay low... A lot like Christian, actually. Though he seems to be doing it better than I am.

A) Check in with Scoob, Christian, Rob, and April- See where everything's at with them. Same thing with Jackie- but get to more personal game talk with her.
B) Check in with Beast, see if he's doing ok, hype him up for Veto which I think is imperative for him to win, make sure he isn't psyched out or anything.
C) VERY GINGERLY approach Hottie and ask about anything, open forum, and try and see if there's any suspicion. Clear the air if it needs to be cleared, hype her and Kelly up for veto too, and get ready to """Throw it to them"""
D) Pop back in with Dua and see if I can squeeze anything out of her. I need to know or be able to guess what she's learned about my position. She might need to be target #1 for me, but I could very well be feeling things working with her and decide to move forward. I have to be ***VERY CAREFUL*** because she's someone who was and exists in an even better spot with me since she's close with Jackie and SZA ANNNND Hottie and Kelly. I exist in a VERY precarious situation where she has the perfect storm to figure me out, so I have to find out what she knows AND build a close enough bond with her, to where I am no longer a threat.
E) Throw the veto! Pretend I'm throwing it to Kelly, tell Skeeter I'll be throwing it to Beast, and then just throw it in general. I cannot even LOOK at the nomination block because I'll be found out.
F) I cannot plan beyond the veto competition. All I can do is hope that what I've worked so hard to achieve before this doesn't come crashing down. A possible strategy might be to secretly purchase a vote nullifier and then use it on myself if it's safe to do so...

All I can do at the moment is hope that my game before this has been strong enough to call for benefit of the doubt to be used- or at the very least be seen as a tool rather than someone using people like tools. I really hope Dua returning/Skeeter's fuckup doesn't completely sell me out to the point of no return

Nontheless, if I am just overreacting, which I hope I am, then I am in a better position than I'm hyping up. I have SO MUCH MORE to lose, therefore all the moves I make are so much riskier. Goodnight hosts who read these, I'll wake up and have begun my contingency plans on bettering my position...

i did not think me coming back was gonna "DEMOLISH THE HOUSE" omfg i feel like you overestimated me skkskskssksk

No bc ur insanely smart & you were in a great position and I stand by how good of a player you are

I said that on the wrong account oops james is me