DR #12 - my gameplay =/= boring

it's getting tired. my gameplay has kinda allowed me to drift past the weeks in this game and even though sometimes i feel a bit of concern with the competitions and winners, i'm never in any real danger and it's crazy.

additionally, i'd like to add that i most definitely probably could have won that competition tonight but i didn't really want to win the power of veto. even knowing that there's a dpov out there, i didn't want to win it. that's like really bold and insane of me but yeah. i really want to make it to jury without being nominated. it'll be me, jackie ( i think ) , beast ( i think ), skeeter ( i think ? ) who all make it without being nominated. the somewhat "social" threats. it's definitely a hard feat to do all by yourself especailly with the house being divided into sides constantly, so if i'm able to accomplish that, not only will it benefit my resume but it'll also worsen my ability to stay if i'm caught as a final nom..

i plan to start showing comp strength as long as i can without being considered a target. at the minute im considered a target or in any danger, i plan to try my hardest to win every single competition. for example, during that mystery hoh i fear that i'll be in jeopardy of going on the block. im going to strive for that veto, and i also think that the DPOV holder is waiting for the mystery hoh holder to use. with a bunch of powers into play, it's going to get crazy. i want to gain as many bucks as i can, and even having a vote nullifier at this point in the game with the right numbers is a good power to have hence i become a final nominee.

im aiming to go for the immunity idol, however it is kind of expensive and i don't think i'll be able to secure it in a good amount of time. i want to ask hange for points for it but i know it'll just ruin our trust. so at this point im still just chilling in the game. of course i want to still nominate skeeter, but now that im working with him ,its more detrimental that i do not win hoh under any circumstance. if i was to win hoh, both of my nominees im now in secure alliances with and i can't undergo betraying that till im forced to pick sides. this game has forced me to play gameplay that i usually dont play, the boring, "floater", type gameplay. with that being said, goodnight