The Jury House

maybe if we didn't evict me

Steven Stone wrote:

Bean wrote:

LMAO the reunion will be fun though, we're gonna try to speak to you and you're gonna give us the silent treatment like a 7 year old bc you hold yourself on a pedestal.....I grew up with a narcisist man, eeeeekkkk you've kinda reeked of one

Baby i worked hard for years on my confidence and I’m not gonna let an idiot like you shake it lmao. You can say whatever you want, it wont phase me. Say whatever you want, it’ll fall on deaf ears. If anyones acting like a child its you two i played a game im proud of, you cant say the same. I was nice and “kumbaya” cause thats how I elected to play the game. Not everything had to be a fight for no reason. You arent the first people to hate me, and you wont be the last. But i simply do not give a fuck. Have fun catching my block as soon as I know your identity

LMAO see but like no one actually hates you, like it's not that serious but you're acting like I wanna make you cry which I don't at all, you're just being an ass when you say stuff like that you played proud and I can't say the same, like who are you lmao and I'm the one being an asshole? I have no issue with your gameplay, like I just think thought you and Nathan were setting yourselves up for failure by bringing the trainers too far, something Nando figured out after the fact, and which has now ultimately become the result. I also give a lot of the credit you should be getting for linking with Hermione to the fact that you guys were put there, like we weren't 20 random people, we were 4 groups of 5 and you made it to the end more on that groups merit than your own and there's something to be said for that.....but also that that's not your fault that that happened, it's just a hinderance on anyone who played this game, like it was a mix of survivor and BB more than a game of BB

You two are constantly trying to tear apart my game when you literally know nothing about it, how am I supposed to take that? You ragged on me behind my back in jury before i was here, when you dont know shit about what I did. I was picked first for teams, i was wanted by multiple teams as both Korra and Cynthia said they wanted me on their team from the get go, Korra was going to steal me had she not had that power taken from her and given to hermione, but sure. I played bad. Im just a joke. Nathan and I knew what we were doing and always discussed every decision, so if you’re gonna be mad, you can be mad at him too. Im not gonna sit here and be shit on and not defend myself. Hermione wasnt the trainer I wanted in the beginning, but she was the best meat shield cause everyone wanted her out. It is not my fault that I got put on her team, and it is not my fault everyone pinned the target on her and i was able to use that to my advantage. I made it as far as I did cause I worked my ass off for it. I built relationships outside of red because i knew it would be important, and it got me almost never nominated. Im not going to have you belittle the work I put in when fans were rooting for me in comments and production told me I was doing great, but sure. I just rode coat tails. I was pissed and have a right to be pissed after yesterdays events, just as we are all pissed that megan is getting any money whatsoever now. I think we were all dealt a shit hand that trainers were in the game to begin with, but i valued Hermione as a meat shield more than I valued the chance of going up. Ive had to deal with something so shit in the irl BBCan world, which you’ll all be able to see tomorrow, so yea, i get defensive because of the circumstances. Again, you dont know the game I played, so im not gonna sit here and let you abuse it when you dont know shit about what I did, what I said, or how I chose to play. Every single word, every line, every comp, every conversation, I was thinking about this game. Any “complaint” I talked to with my allies was game. I know my worth, i know my game, and I know that this is still something I will be grateful to be a part of.

That's fine, and I stated that I obviously don't know things so I could be wrong, I preambled a lot of what i said with that because, especially towards, the end, I was going off what others were saying and the inferences I could make based off of that. This is why I wanna talk in the zoom bc I'm not tryna read all that carefully and answer every bit, like we can just talk tomorrow, and by no means am I gonna sit there and be like IM RIGHT adamantly, like I respect how much time and thought you put into your game bc you did and I hope to be enlightened. But I and others were booted because you wanted to mitigate certain risks that you figured to be more pressing than others. I just disagreed and you ended up getting your way and then the risks that I deemed to be most pressing, the trainers, ended up being too pressing and now Cynthia is gonna win. That's all I wanna talk about, I wanna know your logic so stop thinking I wanna attack you

Steven Stone wrote:

Octavia Blake wrote:

Hermione Granger wrote:

The runner up will get $112.50 lmao

NOW..........

I’d literally rather Cynthia get all the money than Megan get anything. This is a disgrace to the game Team Rocket created

This is not to speak on if Megan deserves money or not, but just to say there was one season the runner up literally hated my guts & I still paid them. It will be ok guys <3

I mean that was Kendricks strategy the whole time so power to her lmao

Steven if you won POV at final 4, would you have evicted Megan?

Its gonna sound stupid af but probably. I had a bond with Cynthia that apparently I valued more than her, and it bothered me that Megan got this far. You know I wanted her out in the double to avoid this very situation, and I regret not saving Octavia over Megan, cause I was scared after using Octavia as a pawn in my HoH she’d wanna be vengeful and I was more worried about my perfect streak than I was about Megan. Im now learning obvs that Octavia would have gone after you and Cynthia which would have kept me safe, but Octavia and I didnt talk as much as I would have liked and I didnt know where her head was at, so thats why I made the decision I did.

That’s fine. I planned to evict Megan at the final four and take you/Nathan so I get it. I’m not mad Megan got very far since we kept her around so we can’t really get mad when it happens to us lmao.

I really did have that same mentality of “If i wanna be crowned the best, I wanna beat the best”, all up to and including final two. I guess my obsession with a perfect game got in my way in the end, cause it made me make stupid decisions. I didnt expect to go as far as I did without being nom’d, and i guess it went to my head more than I was aware at the time

Yeah I had a similar mentality. I didn’t care who I went up against. I just needed loyalty <3

Anyway can’t wait for the reveal tomorrow. You guys will either be completely surprised or be extremely annoyed, possibly both. Either way it’ll be hilarious, at least to me.

Ya it's gonna be a fun time! I wanna see if you were right about me and if you were I CANT WAIT FOR THE REVEAL

Steven Stone wrote:

Its gonna sound stupid af but probably. I had a bond with Cynthia that apparently I valued more than her, and it bothered me that Megan got this far. You know I wanted her out in the double to avoid this very situation, and I regret not saving Octavia over Megan, cause I was scared after using Octavia as a pawn in my HoH she’d wanna be vengeful and I was more worried about my perfect streak than I was about Megan. Im now learning obvs that Octavia would have gone after you and Cynthia which would have kept me safe, but Octavia and I didnt talk as much as I would have liked and I didnt know where her head was at, so thats why I made the decision I did.

Shoulda answered my dm plea and you would've known!

Bean wrote:

Ya it's gonna be a fun time! I wanna see if you were right about me   and if you were I CANT WAIT FOR THE REVEAL

Oh I know I’m right. The real question is, do you think you know me?

NO I DEA lol