~*Out of Character Alycia Debnam Carey*~

OH JESUS CHRIST THE ONLY THING KEEPING ME SANE IS DMING THE HOST ON TWIT MY RANDOM LIL QUICK JABS ABOUT THESE PEOPLE... HOW DA HELL DO I EVEN MESSAGE PPL... oh dear this is going south very fast and these bitches saying haha oh i cant stand it... (jk ... is this against the rules )

Oh my goodness, I forgot to take my Advil. Please ignore that

SHIT...

oh dear i spent like almost 2 hours messaging people to keep me... I THINK I MIGHT BE GOING HOME but i refuse to give up like god DAM i aint leaving to some weeb bitch and tv characters

i spoke to literally every PERSON WHO cOULD VOTE. i changed 3 peoples minds on voting me i am pretty sure and at least stopped 2 people from voting me i think! so hopefully i stay but in fact i think daphne tyler and sandra voted me along with ang rae and someone else idk the name of :/ im deffo getting 8 votes i think which is kind of sad but i gave it ALL I GOT.

this first week was god AWFUL jesus christ oh lord i made promises i do not think i can keep <3 but idc if i stay then ill just beast out for the rest of the game perhaps? when i get backdoored at final 24 3 oh yes the crackery of it all... i deadass be copy and pasting the same things to ppl bc idgaf abt paraphrasing the same subjects to people that will respond late

We love to see the work!

oh dear lord ppl gonna come in my messages asking what happened to the majority alliance like girl idk

JESUS CHRIST 10-10-2-2... and the 2-2 being the people i assumed were in a majority alliance... like hmm this aint no coincidence i really have to work with tyler moving forward to keep me safe since im 90% sure he is somewhat well aligned with the majority alliance along with aang

oh yes i am currently in like 5 different alliances and i am hoping that my hoh reign hopefully let me build enough connections to help me STAY off the block and hopefully garner enough votes to stay if it so happens to be that my fate is to be on the block! I do hope my alliance members win hoh but the fact of the matter is they most likely wont :/ it is abundantly clear that people are throwing comps which i understand why they would since there are 30+ other people in here. like why would u not just sit back and wait til numbers dwindle then start playing later on? oh yes sadly i was not given that luxury because layla keating KILT my social game in one flail swoop completely putting me in a position where i have to begin my uphill battle far earlier than i wanted to. I wont hold it against her even tho i have called her a harlot in my rankings at least 3 separate times 3 i do have an inkling nottie and micheal will gun for hoh and either nominate me or backdoor me :/ i feel like i am viewed as a threat and it is VITAL that i begin working on my relationships and quickly.

oh yes and my majority alliance theory was proven correct today! with the 10-10-2-2 vote and the previous quizlet answers showing 10 people voting one person... its not a coincidence, and shirley just saying there was one also helps! My guess for who is in the alliance would be Sandra, Tyler, Aang, Billie, Dean, Keke, Micheal, & penny? but ya thats all.

oh yes this missive will be quite long since this is my last dr of the season i believe... i truly do not think i was able to get myself out of this one! I barely got out of the last one and the only reason i got out of it was because people were brainlessly scapegoating their votes onto leslie :/ i wont lie this experience was a bit god awful which then caused me to say outlandish things... oh yes i even messaged micheal saying "vote idris out or 10 years of bad luck" so if something bad happens to that man it was not my fault i was kidding. nottie def had a weird vendetta against me but i also had one against him I JUST DIDNT SHOW IT TO HIS FACE HES JUST A PIECE OF SHIT LITERALLY... nottie salton thinking its a quirky lil facade being like "scottie salton... but NOTTIE salton because im not scottie HUR HUR uwu" like you are grown man you never fail to disappoint me. there are probably hand full of people are queens~ and then the rest are literally STANK like idk if they just decide to have the charisma of a cardboard box on purpose because they do not want to speak to me or if they are just like that 3 ugh the funniest part i think ... I THINK would have to be megan hyper sexualizing herself even tho i think shes a man irl like just the fact shes a man irl makes me funny to me but yes shes one of the queens i think i love her u_u the fact i think we should all be able to agree i was unlawfully witch hunted and scape goated during my 3 days here for no reason deadass like these people literally backdoored me and that Carmichael girl is a liar for saying i didnt talk to her enough when i literally fucking DID. oh yes i am sure the viewers hate me but the fact of the matter is idgaf im sorry this experience made me realize a few things~ i am a bit mean ^_^ just a tiny bit charismatic~ and a whole lotta crazy perhaps i will have more things to say after my eviction but i wont be here in da dr for that...

Girl, you were deadass my favorite I loved your DRs and everything im bummed to see you go <3

omg queen at least i was someones favorite apparently i wasnt too popular with 9 people

oh yes... alycia here again ^_^... i really really wanted a battleback because im a bit sad that my story ended so soon u_u i think regardless of how much you try and how much you fight having four noms and two hohs in a cast of 30 makes the field of targets that much smaller to the point where as soon as i got that mark on my back from being ~inactive~ i both 1) had to win hoh to secure my safety 2) was a huge target as soon as i won that hoh so i was really screwed no matter whatT.... i really loved playing this game and wouldve done a lot to come back but unfortunately i guess starting late and being slow at spamming didnt do me much good i hope whoever returns targets sandra and tyler because that's what i would have done barring the house dynamics being different from what i see :\ goodbye 3k 3 alycia signing out 3

oh jesus MY BROKEN HEARTS JUST TURNING INTO 3s...