Haleigh Chronicles: 7/18/20

omg hi so i havent done one of these in a couple of days. if im being honest this game is kinda getting to me im a bit exhausted sjdjdjdjf but anyways. lets start with my quarantine power. I AM SO GLAD I USED IT!!!!!! CARTER WON THAT HOH LMFAOOOO my ass would have gone up the block for sure and i fear i would have been the target that week and not celine. ahhh i truly snapped saving it til the very last time i could use it. today daphne won hoh and i wont lie i was a bit weary because even though we are aligned in some groups and i feel good with her, i havent forgotten that daphne was part of the original big girls alliance and when daphne had to pick a renom i have no problem thinking that carter was in her ear trying to get me up. im really scared that someone bought the dpov because it can be used potentially agaisnt me and the thought of it makes me sick. i really need an hoh girlies. i barely trust anyone left and this game continues to be handed to carter and im just so exhausted. im lowkey looking forward to the finale already lol i hope i can keep making it a couple more rounds but i genuinely do feel alone in this game and i cant win a competition no matter how hard i try so its sad ahhh