This room is for Hermione & Steven

you are okay with this move right?

Yeah I don't care who goes lmfao. Bean is kinda erratic. I know I have to win out anyway.

hows the night been on your end?

Mostly uneventful LOL. What about you?

Uneventful until this morning

lmaoooo I saw that. Steven you did the right thing absolutely and once again I thank you for going down the route of nominating me! I appreciate that so much and it says a lot about your character! You’re such a gem

Its just annoying being “dragged” by every single person on their way out

I feel your pain. I can’t say much about my identity but one of the more frustrating things my season was constantly having my game diminished by people leaving. People would always try to drag me and even though I know I played a better game than people gave me credit for, it was still disheartening to put in so much effort that was seemingly wasted just because people have grudges. You have been playing a phenomenal game and I don’t want you to think it’s trivialized. Keep up the great work Steven!

It just makes it feel like everything I’ve done here has been useless.. idk. I know the bloggers are probably like “this was a perfect opportunity to take out Hermione or Cynthia” and they’re probably right, but no one knows how close we all are, or at least how close I think we all are. I’ve always wanted to play a game i was proud of, and idek anymore.

Don’t listen to what anyone has to say. They don’t know what’s going on at all. Just because someone comes back as a vet doesn’t mean their game is perfect. I have definitely handled things poorly this season but at the end of the day we just have to shrug it off and move on. Don’t count yourself out. People can talk all the shit they want but they’re just upset they didn’t have a strong relationship with someone who had their back as much as you have. Obviously there are advantages in being a veteran player but you and Nathan have gotten just as far as I have without these advantages. You guys had just as big of a target as I did, but nobody came for either of you and that’s because of how well you’ve both played. Steven you’re playing a remarkable game and you should be extremely proud of your progress so far. The season isn’t over yet. Don’t give up king

Its just frustrating when its been a constant repeat of everyone saying “you dont even know whats going on”, and like im not stupid, i know everyone here will talk shit about everyone behind their back, thats the game, but like, of course everyone is gonna tell you what you want to hear. Its also annoying trying to take my wins away from me. Ya they’ve been small, but i want to think I did earn them. And my message to bean wasnt even jury management, i dont care about one vote, Bean and I were friends for a period of the game, I just wanted to say i was sorry this was how things turned out and i hope that they can respect that move, but clearly they dont. Sorry im probably sounding like a baby atm

Not at all Steven! It’s healthy to just vent sometimes. I’m not going to hold that against you or repeat it to anyone else. Sometimes it helps to just let it out. You’re right though. This game is all about manipulation and deception so people will have to say what they need to say, but I do think an important factor to success is loyalty. Some players have made it to the end without any loyalty and they’re crucified in jury questioning. There’s a balance that needs to be had. I’ll be honest I did not throw that veto to you and you 100% got that HOH yourself. Nobody threw that to you. I think it’s admirable that you tried to make peace with her and if she doesn’t accept it, it’s her loss, not yours.

I guess im just feeling extra vulnerable after coming off an hoh, thats probably what it boils down to. And like... i havent even been mad about a single eviction besides nando? Which like he would have had to go eventually anyway so it didnt matter in the long run? Besides regina, we’ve literally never been on the wrong side of the vote. Ever. Why would I be mad about that? Ugh. Whatever. Hopefully the votes land like I think they do and I can just move on from this

No, Bean wanted you gone, you took her out, that’s a success no matter how you slice it. Nathan and I are going to try hard in tonight’s HOH competition and secure us a victory. We got this! It’s not over until the final bell rings.

I’ll be rooting for you guys!