Diary Room Confessionals

But you’ve met a Mel? <3

I grew to love Mel near the end sksks. After that Switza game where she strayed loyal to me for once, she became a bae <3. It only took like 5 years but we got there.

Rofl wait was she a man tho and her name was actually Male?

LMAOOO. Ive always wondered if she was Joey cuz when he went to jail, she went MIA but Ive never been able to really prove and eventually just accepted that Ill never know who she is and to appreciate her for what she was pretending to be.


Plus I found out the hard way how it feels when people wrongly accuse you so I tried to remind myself of that when I started having thots.

Max<3

My game tanking to zero degrees <333

If anyone can figure it out, its you <33

Rofl that’s the thing though. I think I’ve damaged my game beyond repair. I started the game playing too hard too quick instead of taking my time. lmao @ not trying to take my time and figure out who is with who. Russell is the one who did that and we should have invested in each other more. Amy ruining my game though ugh THANKS A LOT. Love you though.

IF you do get out. Come back for season 3 and use the slow and stead. But Im not counting you out yet.

Rofl that’s what I get for not playing a serious game in like 8 years and forgetting basic bb shit lmaooo. 

I’m not doing another game. <3

ROUND FIVE

So I changed my strategy to work with Buffy and serve as her dragon.

Is it my legit strategy or is it all a ploy?



Well it’s an agreement I mostly plan to agree to. I actually don’t mind going against her in the finals. Do I think I could win? Rofl probably not, especially if the jury is full of her minions, but all I need is half the votes <3 it’s about jury placement though and how I present my case. I need to find things that make me stand out because I for sure would be under her shadow. I have a few tricks up my sleeve which I’ll save for now.

That being said, if some of my current allies are there, I would keep them over her. But if they nominate her against some random minion, adios minion. We don’t want you.

Also you might be wondering why I’m super aggressive on the thread. I wanna sound like a lunatic so people don’t see me as a threat <3 hopefully it works but lol if it backfires

Rofl I think I made her worried because she knows I was the blogger last season lmaoooo I suck at hiding my identity. I presented my case to her and I would hope she’d keep me purely for the lulz but I have no idea what she plans to do. I’m probably next out regardless of what people say. So I’ll just post my closing thoughts here in a bit

ROUND ELEVEN

Yay so I made jury! Yay? And technically final eight since I’m immune this round. Right now I have a ton of catching up to do. There are eight other players in the game, most of which had been involved in my eviction.

Right now I think I still get good vibes from Jim, Natalie, and Villanelle. We worked together to varying degrees in the past and I just get good intentions from them.

Obviously Aaron, Buffy, Spongebob cannot be trusted. I know that if I were not immune, then I’d definitely be up for eviction. I just need to get all these powers flushed out so we can have a more leveled playing field.

DW I’m still iffy about but I know she and I need to work together to take a shot against the power couple. It would be stupid to go after her which is hilarious considering our past relationship.

Cameron is another wild card. I don’t fully trust her and I’ll have to be careful but I think if we remove the Buffy factor she might be more trustworthy. I’ll have to pretend like I trust her though.

Tonight should be fun.

So I do need to make sure I strengthen my social game here. I’m sure a lot of people are not going to trust me and they’ll want to target me. That’s fine. I fully expect having to go back and win out on challenges. I need to not be afraid of making big moves, but I also have to not be afraid of lying to people. Pretty much everyone lied directly to my face the first time around so as far as I’m concerned, I don’t owe anyone anything.

Buffy is ~clearly~ poking around for information. I’ll play nice for now though but I have every intention of flushing out all those powers as soon as I can, preferably when I’m immune!

Even though we only have nine people left, I feel like there’s still a ton of game left!

Phase I is complete.

Before I left the game, I told many players that I had a crazy plan and according to them, it looked like I kamikazed myself out of the game.

Little do they know it was part of an even crazier plane. Clearly players were not going to back off of me, and I had a giant target on my back, and as long as that existed, there was no way I would ever gain anyone on my side. As long as I remained in the game, there was a “me vs them”mentality. The only way people could ever see what kind of player Buffy is is by taking myself out of the equation altogether. With the big shield gone, what were they going to do?

And naturally they go for the more inactive players following my eviction. I mean Aaron won and he nominated Natalie and Aaron? They knew they had their hands tied and so they had to play it safe. My eviction was the catalyst for people beginning to see through their game. It wasn’t masterful. It was sloppy. They got too complacent and people were not going to put up with it.

I knew the day of my eviction that if I acted totally insane, people would want to evict me and then I can be guaranteed an eviction. I even approached Buffy and acted like a total gamebot in order to freak her out which clearly did. One thing I failed at was I did want her to see the value in keeping me so it would make her look like a lunatic for wanting to keep me in, but I’ll take what I can get.

So now that the game is essentially reset, I have my eyes on Buffy/Aaron with Spongebob as my backup, and since Aaron is immune this round, my extra backup is Cameron. If it goes beyond that, it gets a little tricky.

I don’t trust anyone in this game and I’m going to do whatever I can to dig deep.