This room is for Klaus, Rose the Hat & Kam

Riku is deliberately trying to tank my game on purpose, he's skewing and exaggerating facts and flat out making things up too.

Yeah I don’t know what just happened or why it did

He's mad at me that his plans blew up in his face

So it was him that suggested to stage the fight?

I was annoyed he called me out and I asked him why he did that, and he came up with some excuse that it's all part of a plan and that if he survives he would want to create some kind of challenge threat alliance. He's sooo erratic and all over the place, I couldn't trust that idea at all. He made me nervous so I just said yes to whatever he was saying so he wouldn't continue on with making me look bad. No matter what, I look bad because of him now. It's so frustrating!!

I knew he was going to be evicted and there was no reason for me to actually indulge his ideas at all!! There's no reason for me to hurt my own game like that in the way he's suggesting. There's no logic to it.

Good luck in HOH!!

You did a good job, Kam!!

Welcome back Rose and Klaus! You guys did amazing! Rose hopefully we can talk and figure things out.

I'd love to talk everything out! I think there are things on my side of things that could help provide at least a little bit of understanding from where I was coming from. Klaus and I also talked out some stuff in the evicted houseguests thread!

I'm sorry for presenting myself to you as someone who seemed untrustworthy.

I would like that. You were one of the first people I spoke with and it’s very unfortunate how things played out. I would really like to hear your side of things because I guess that’s something I never did. I’m sorry for that. I wish we could kick Klaus out of this room and talk LOL

Lmfaoooo there’s a private room ladies

I think I really was too focused on making connections with everyone and it really made me look like someone who was over aligning. That night when Riku was evicted, I genuinely went into that wanting Lauren to be evicted. When she won POV, it made things so complicated and I felt so conflicted and I know that I came across wishy washy, and it seemed like my target kept changing depending who I was talking to. It was a total mess. I wasn't trying to be sneaky or anything.

If there's any other specific questions or thoughts, I can be completely open and honest about it. At this point, it feels like a new start to things anyway.

I'm also going to let you guys know about the kinds of deals people are trying to offer me lol.

I want to see what people say their sides of the story is on what's going on in this game. See if there are any discrepancies and stuff!!

That’s good to know because I meant what I said when I put your group up. I told you that if you weren’t comfortable with it at all then I won’t take the chance. You told me that you understood and that you trust me. I guess I was naive to think that you were truly comfortable with it. I know it’s not easy to go up and looking back now it was a horrible way to build trust. I didn’t want you out of this game. If it was individual nominations, you would never have gone up. I was just hurt that you told me you were fine and that you trusted me, but then it seemed like you were upset. If you had been direct with me about how you felt, I would have completely respected it.

I knew you were upset so when you won HOH I offered to go up. I hoped this would make you feel better and show you that I trust you with my safety in this game. Things changed when I started hearing that I was your target and other things. At that point I felt like putting me up wasn’t enough to make you feel better about things, you actually wanted me gone. I was surprised, hurt and completely blindsided because what you told me was the complete opposite. That’s why I stopped responding in this room because as much as you’re supposed to “play nice” in the BB world, I always keep it real with people so they know where we stand. Looking back I should have tried to just have a conversation but I didn’t know if you would be honest with me.

I'm sorry about seeming upset! I definitely understood why you nominated me. I think there was a moment when I got worried because at the time I had viewed my team as fully active while I saw other groups having very inactive people on there. It made me worried that you were tighter and had closer alliances with people on teams that had people like Hermann Rorschach on it or Lauren who was inactive at the time. But I completely understood.

I think I started to get mad when Riku nominated my team and Ariana was telling me things like how Riku was targeting me because he believed in the existence of an all girls alliance. I believed Ariana at the time and I started to distrust Riku.