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Billie Eilish wrote:

Day 18 7/16/20

ahhh we made it out alive y'all! phew tonight was kinda nerve racking. As soon as I saw Carly won HoH I knew my  ass was touching the block and she had the excuse to say is because we've spoken... As if I haven't messaged her many times and she left me on read? make it make sense. I do wonder if Carter told Carly that I suggested her to go up when she won HoH since she asked me for a name. The votes ended up being in my favor 6-4 but I'm wondering who are the 4 people who voted to evict me. Everyone I've spoken with told me I had their vote and clearly people lied. I do believe I got Keesha, Haleigh, Daphne, and now Audrey's vote(confirmed by Susie) tonight not sure who the other 2 are. The other 2 could be the remainder of BGC or Sandra/Celine. Not sure if I should believe Celine voted to keep me since according to Tyler she wanted me and Blair otb. Plus she told me she voted to keep me even before voting started? lmaoo. I want to believe Sandra voted to keep me but I just don't know sksks. She did express liking Susie so it's tough to say even though she messaged me the answers for Veto that I didn't see till late. I do think Blair voted me out tonight. When I find out the 4 who voted me out I'll be coming for them if I win an HoH and lm told who they are <3

my guesses on the vote
Voted me out: Blair, Sandra, Celine, Carter(?)
Voted Susie out: Keesha, Daphne, Haleigh, Audrey, Tyler(?), AOC(?) 
?= not 100% sure could be swapped lol

I mean Sandra/Tyler not Celine lmao

Watch Sandra or carter win this HoH

Billie Eilish wrote:

Watch Sandra or carter win this HoH

The way my mind works and just knew

Carter nominating 3 of my targets <3 not that I had anything to do with it but still

Ugh Celine thinks she has my vote tonight and I never said she did she just assumed sksk I feel bad :/ lmao

Day 19 7/17/20

Another day in this crazy ass house. Celine said enough and exposed it all tonight. I hope people start to open their eyes and start making some moves. Seems like the big names that are being called out constantly are connected with each other and everyone else in the house. Which makes sense why people are afraid to go against them. I really thought Celine possibly voted me out last night just based on her saying she already voted when it didn't open yet. But I guess she wasn't lying lol I should've just asked her about it tonight but I decided not to. I know for sure Blair, Sandra, and Carter voted me out and I'm going to say Tyler voted me out as well and tried to pin it on Celine. I thought this last night when he commented the emojis when Susie was evicted lmaoo but wanted to give him the benefit of doubt. If it wasnt him then it was AOC. I don't believe a word Sandra ever tells me but just play along because there's not much I could really do when I have no type of power or much influence in the game. Especially when 4 people are running things. Plus I know she probably snakes everyone so can't trust. According to Celine, Carter told her I rated Celine out to her and spilled everything Celine told me... Idk if she was lying to get my vote or not but literally HUH lmao. Final 11 and theres not 1 person in here that I can say I trust 100% which is crazy to me. I do trust Keesha currently the most than anyone here so I'd give her 55%. Celine gave so much tea that shows some of the dynamics in the house and where people stand. Not me being called trash for literally breathing though sksksks lmao

I'm still screaming at the AOC part in the Celine's eviction speech idk why that part was funny skshsh

Sandra touching the block finally <3 I have to pretend like I'll keep her and vote for her in case she stays or wins veto. Obviously I'm not going to keep her ass if noms stay the same lolol 
If noms stay the same I have my double vote that I will use that will most likely cancel out if Tyler uses his on Blair

Not me getting 1 point for the veto comp and it was ofc a sponge bob question lmfao. I was first two other rounds but flopped <3

Not Blair saying I’m one of her closets allies when we never talk game sjsjs and she most likely voted me out

Day 21 7/18/20

Phew Daphne won HoH tonight and she was on the right path until Tyler decided to use his immunity necklace so she couldn't put him up . She ended up putting Sandra and Blair which was iconic because I wanted Sandra out had noms stayed the same but we can't have nice things because she won veto sjsjsj. The night before me and Carly talked and we decided to call a "truce" and work together. I'm not 100% in trusting that but I'm just going to go along with it. She msde the point that we need each other which I agree there's big targets in this house and they're all working together. To have someone like Carly on my side who can win competitions would be a plus since I haven't won any yet. She said I believe Celine told her me and AOC are at the bottom of our girl alliance(BGC) which if true it's not shocking to me. We both haven't won any HoHs compared to everyone in the group and have now both been put up 1s which im sure someone from the group voted us out. I decided to make a group alliance with Haleigh, Daphne, Keesha, and Me because I feel like we're all in the same spot in the house rn and we could be a good group. Risky tho because there's most likely ppl in there who will spill about the group but the more numbers the better.

the 3 votes to evict AOC I think were Sandra, Carly, and possibly Carter if not her then maybe Keesha

Tyler with the poor excuse as to why he nomained me and Keesha<3 the points are vaild in regards to DPOV but I don't have it and I don't think she does either. It's obvious Carly got him to nominate us I'm sure because there's literally no other reason sksks. He said two different things 1 to me in private chat and one in his speech lmaooo. Keesha is not a threat at least not in comps and neither am I so? Make it make sense. I told Carly I was somewhat cool with Keesha and she clearly told him and that's why we're up. It's so obvious sjsjsj

Or it can literally be the reasons he said in his speech

Not Keesha acting reg while she's on the block, i bet he told her the same thing he told me probably lolol