This room is for Buddy & Tonya

WHAT? if Eli is saying that it was me he's lying to stir stuff up lol

I would be open to that but I just never can tell who is telling teh truth & lying anymore it really gives me a headache

No lol. I'm saying VIOLA heavily implied it was you, but it was only because we all collectively think we can look past it because the game feels like it's a brand new chapter now that Sandra is gone.

We both feel like it would be mutually beneficial to work together and I mentioned to her that I trust you too and we both had a legit talk about making this whole thing work.

that would be a force of a group & just between me & you... u arent the first person to tell me about eli apparently targeting me... which sucks because i'm not sure what I did to him. what would you suggest for noms then ? There's like one person specifically I have no idea at all where their head is at.

Right now, it's really up in the air for me. Any combination that isn't you or Viola at the moment is what I'm thinking towards.

Is Viola serious with implying that you were the mystery HOH yesterday? I really do want to work with her and you, I would just feel more comfortable with full transparency about everything. I do consider today to be a start of a new chapter of sorts since Sandra is gone and going forward with honesty would put me at great ease with decisions and stuff. I want to look past everything.

Tonya I really obviously do wanna work w you but now I feel like you might nominate me. It's so hard to know who to trust & not to trust. Idc about everyone calling u a snake and that stuff but i feel like this whole game I've been trying to chase ur trust & u just have been loyal to so many other people instead of me... this is just me being 100% honest ... how do I know you wouldn't just get HOH & randomly target me? I never ever know where your head is at & I feel like I've been so upfront w you

I hear you, I completely understand your hesitation of course I do. It's truly impossible to know who to trust and who to not trust. I've become the same way right now, there's so many people from the foursome that I assume exists of you viola courage and Eli. Where people are throwing each other under the bus hardcore probably out of fear that I'll win HOH lmao.

I get that it feels risky to divulge stuff like that to me, but the reason I'm pushing so hard is because it would show like a great deal of trust in me that I can feel comfortable with because there's so much insane chatter that I can't trust I know that you are someone trustworthy, If that makes sense?

If you don't want to say anything about it, I completely understand and I'll accept it. It doesn't mean I'll nominate you, I really do think there are a lot of people trying to be snakes right now in this game lmao.

i would be down but i'd feel better about it when I see it actually in action & thats just me being 100% honest you know what I mean? I really did have you as my #1 but I really think the Sandra stuff put a dent in it, like i am not sure if ur upset I was gunning for Sandra, etc.

I'm not upset about that at all! At the end of the day, I really get why you did that and everyone should play the game the way they see fit, I harbor no resentment at all

You and I basically can control the vote tonight. Do you have any thoughts on what we should do??

sorry i'm not ignoring I won't be home for like30 more minutes then i can use my laptop and chat quicker but what are u thinking

I just wanna vote with the majority. I don't want to be the 1 vote and you and Eli vote for the other person. Just wanna be on the same page lmao.

My only concern is jury perception if Viola is kept in the game, they'll think we all collectively blew an opportunity to take out a threat, but I also like her so it's tough.

I don’t really talk to Eli like that despite whsat u think so I’m not sure how he’s voting nor if he will even tell me lol you’re the only person I’ve talked to so far about the vote other than responding to Viola saying I can’t respond that fast right now because I’m on my phone. This one is tricky I don’t know

"My only concern is jury perception if Viola is kept in the game, they'll think we all collectively blew an opportunity to take out a threat, but I also like her so it's tough." I know that is what is making me so conflicted. I'm really torn and i'm not lying I don't know what to do. What are u gonna do? I won't tell a single person Tonya I promise I'm just struggling with what to do