DR Entries

DR Entry #1 - Night 1 (Day 2)

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The first couple minutes of registering I felt like a mess because I didn’t want to be the first to talk in the kitchen but no one else was so I was just poking around the forum for like 20 minutes before realizing we didn’t have the perms to speak in the kitchen yet lol. A big off

Haha
Ok. So the last time I played everyone (Mel’s ass) was on me about how they can always tell it’s me by the way I speak. SO I’ve been making more of an effort to disguise myself! I think I’ve only said 1 or 2 lmao’s today, not a single Pls, I’m i method actor y’all. One thing I’ll never understand is people who use “haha” in convos. That shit sounds sarcastic as hell. PLUS it just feels uncomfortable to say in my head. I hate it. But I’m using it because I’m a badass and I think it’s working. If someone Susses me out while I’m using the haha’s put that mf in the FBI idc.

Can we live?
Why are your first HoHs always like this? I’m just tryna have a peaceful move in night I damn near jumped right the fuck outta my SEAT when I saw that last person was sniped with 3 votes good lord

16 Person alliance
.... w h a t t h e f u c k
What season did y’all stop telling us who made the chats. I want to know who’s headass did that. I have a slight feeling cause the 17 person alliances in the seasons I’ve played are always made by the same Oomf. However even if it was her I got no way of knowing who it is cause y’all won’t spill anymore :pissed:

Night 1 Cast Assessing

Adam Sandler: Never got to talk with Adam 1 on 1 personally yet (I’m planning on getting to it) but that’s why I’m glad he’s in that 6. My favourite thing is when people pull me into decent alliances with ppl I ain’t talk to yet cause that saves me some time. I can get to Adam later. Seems funny tho.

April: ... you see. Feeling 2 types of ways about Ms April over here. One the good hand, she feels like a pretty solid ally right off that bat which is good however she seems like she’s doing a whole LOT lol. Now I know I’m trying to switch it up this season but April was moving a got damn mile a minute lmao. She’s going to be the type where if the alliance (mainly myself) needs a fall guy to take the blame for sum bullshit she’s probably gonna be it. I specifically made sure she took care of the alliance making because if it was getting ratted I ain’t want that on me. Nu uh. Also April was at one point when discussing who to bring into the alliance bring in like 7 or 8 people and I had to subtly be like Aht aht. We not going higher than 6 lmao. I don’t remember who’s in the 16 exactly but if April made it I would not be shocked

Beast Boy: not much to say here, he’s one of the ones I want to talk to but haven’t gotten to it yet. We’ll stick a pin in it.

Christian: Wanted to reach out to this one badly just cause I really like Christian but then my job was made easy when we ended up in that 6 Together. We got a have a cute 1 on 1 and I really good see Christian being a solid ally much like April

Dua Lipa: Never spoken to her yet, I think Im probably gonna need to because judging by one of the early comments she made in the 16 she’s decently connected already

Halsey: :l

Hange: funny story with this one. I had planned to vote for her originally because she was seemingly inactive but then out of no where she logs back on and she sends me a PM which scared and hell out of me. We started talking and I told her people were considering Halsey and Trish and she made it seem like I was the only person telling her stuff which I doubt because why wouldn’t people tell Hange to vote Halsey and Trish anyway, all day I’ve been rather afraid that y’all were gonna pull sum shit and just reveal everyone’s vote for the hell of it so worrying for that I decided to scrap the idea to vote for Hange cause if we had that convo and she immediately saw I voted for her :yikes: I got someone who hates me already lol. Hopefully she can become a good ally for me now after that tho so I’ll check in tomorrow

Ok it’s 2 AM I’m tired that’s all you get for now I’ll do the rest sometime within the next tomorrow. Night night

Night one Cast Assessing Cont.

Hottie: Hottie seems really fun and someone I would get along with quite well. We've only spoken briefly so far but I think she could be a fairly decent ally for me.

Jackie: Not much to say at all, haven't spoken.

Johnny: Johnny seems alright we had some discussions about how to handle the HoH comp last night so we're on decent terms but i'm gonna have to keep developing that

Jughead: A couple of my allies keep saying they're cool with Jug so I almost feel likeI have to talk to him soon but atleast if my allies are cool with him that might keep me safe from him for now

Kelly: Love Kelly. She's definitely someone I want to be a main ally of mine through this game but she also seems lowkey messy lol. When she speaks she radiates chaotic energy and I live for it.

Klaus: Not much to say here either. I haven't talked to them at all and if imm being honest I would prefer seeing Klaus go this week over Halsey just because I think Klaus is doing better socially rn making them a slightly bigger threat.

Madison Beer: See Jackie

Michael: Spoke to Michael last night after almost voting for him and Hange, the story here is very similar to hers except I feel like the conversation with Hange had much more substance so I feel like Michael would take a little longer to secure

Pope: Pope seemed really cool in the kitchen which is why I was kinda shocked when he was the 4th nominee, out of all the noms he is the one I feel most inclined to save because even tho I have talked to none of the 4 noms so far, I see myself working with him the best. if this week is the case of no replacement and I won the veto i'd save him for sure

Red: Seems really nice, talked breifly after noms last night. I feel like if I keep checking in he could be a pretty loyal ally so i'm gonna keep working on that.

Robin: Interesting, the alliance of 6 that i'm in kept saying how Robin wouldn't respond to them. So the fact that Robin has consistently been speaking to me makes me feel alright about her. I was feeling sometype of way at first cause all her responses are super brief and vague but she's seemingly doing that with everyone lol. Plus she's seemingly now trying to pull a group together so I think I can trust her right now but she seems like somoene that would turn on me if she needed too lol

Scooby: Seems cool, I have a good feeling their social game is popping off rn but I haven't gotten to talking to them yet so i'll have to get to that. But one of my allies seemingly is cool with him for the time being.

Skeeter: Skeeter seems really nice, we talked a good bunch last night and I could also see them being a good ally.

Stefan: idk about this one he's not doing it for me. We haven't spoken yet but he has just seemed to me like one of them people that I don't see myself working with at all ever. So he can go. Quick

SZA: HBIC vibes. I think i'd call her my #1 ally right now? Her or April atleast. I think we'll be allies long term for sure

Trish: The nominee I want out the most. Apparently Trish came out of no where last night and started talking away but she hasn't talked to me or anyone i'm really close with. If I had the choice Trish is definitely the first choice to evict.

Veronica: Super nice, we spent more time than I did with anyone else actually getting to know each other which I won't lie slightly sketched me out cause it almost felt like she was tryna figure out who I was but i'm gonna go ahead and assume she was just trying to be nice lol. I can see us being allies for while.

Zayn: One of those people where I haven't talked to him yet but half my allies keep saying he's cool so I almost feel like I have to lol

^ does that count for my $5 for today's DR

Rob Cesternino wrote:

^ does that count for my $5 for today's DR

Yep! That counts

ight thanks!

yoooo I think I made a slip up lmao help. Ill post my DR after midnight so I get my 5$ for tomorrow

ok I think I saved it but stay tuned lmao

Night 2 / Day 3 Diary Room Entry

Positioning
Now I had felt like I had done a good job with my positioning but for the past 2 or 3 hours I’ve been getting in my head and now I feel like a paranoid mess. I’ll get into more of that later but imma run through everything that’s been setup around me

The Silent Six: I genuinely really really like this 6. I’ve talked to all of them individually now and I’ve been vibing well with all of them (I’ll get to Adam mf Sandler in a moment) and I really want this group to last a while. Within this group is a bunch of the people that I trust the most, SZA and Veronica especially. So it’s in my best interest to ride it out with this group for a bit.

The Possible Robin group: so Robin has been doing a lot of talks about forming a group, and it seems as though this group might be some combination of myself Robin Kelly Adam Michael and the two people Michael mentioned in April and Pope. If something like this is made it will definitely be very helpful in terms of numbers but I’d definitely be more concerned with the silent six

The possible Hottie group: Hottie also had talks of making a group of seemingly her myself Christian Johnny and Jughead which sounded good to me but apparently Christian told Hottie he is unsure about Johnny and Jughead. Dont know why he would say that but oh well I guess. Maybe we can find some other combination of people here. Although it’s seemingly apparent Hottie is involved in making quite a few things so I’m gonna have to watch for that.

Veronica and Beastboy: so According to V beastboy is planning to form some kind of block. Probably not including me I don’t think we’re close enough for that yet but anywho. I’m happy to atleast know this is a thing happening and makes me feel good about my trust with Veronica.

Current Events

Veto: this one of them vetos I’d have no shot it kinda glad I ain’t get picked lol however Klaus lowkey showed his whole ass with the buzzer only to get chewed up by a Madison win which really came out of no where. I think that veto thread was the first I had seen her avi. She didn’t use it tho so I was chillin

Casino: Now I know damn well, you did not put 14 vote advantages in stock . FOURTEEN. Someone ass about to find a way to get Cirie’d in big brother lmao.

Eviction: So right before the veto ceremony Klaus came to me to campaign and we kinda talked loosely for the rest of the night and he seemed really alright. Which just reinforced me wanting Halsey and Trish out as the 2 Noms I haven’t spoken too. The 6 is splitting between them 3–3 so hopefully all goes well. Pope not leaving is the main want out of today, never heard his name once after veto tho so that’s a good sign, however best case scenario Halsey and Trish are out.

What in the holy fuckery

A slip up?: So talking to Michael B in DMs, after discussing the vote for a bit he expressed concern that people were probably making big alliances and stuff. Now. I probably over thought this too much but in my mind him worrying about this stuff to me was his attempt in doing one of two things. 1. Setup a conversation about who we could form an alliance with 2. Someone told him about the 16 person thing with names and now he is tryna see who else will spill it. In hindsight, probably wasn’t the second thing but anyways I told him about the 16. Then he started to worry about it and mentioned we need to create an opposition and I had to assure him the 16 is dead as no one has spoken in it for like a day. After much assuring we went and talked about people we think we can trust and pull into an alliance so I don’t think that will go anywhere bad? Atleast I hope lol, I think I saved myself with that one but who knows..... HOWEVER-

A Bigger slip up?: now I wanna say this now, in my conversion with Michael I never mentioned Adams name, what I said in the silent 6 chat about what I said to Michael is 100% true. However I shouldn’t have opened my mouth and rathered just said I haven’t spoken to Michael. Because now I don’t think Adam trust me. After I said that in there we were talking in the DMs and he was saying stuff like “How much do you trust the people in the 6” “I think we can go far with the 6” “I think we have a good thing going and I don’t want to be turned on and have it ruined” it felt very much to me like he felt like I might flip on the 6 and he was trying to pick my brain a bit to see if I would all stemming from the fact that he probably now thinks I told Michael he voted for Trish which I didn’t even do. So yeah. Should have just kept my mouth shut and said “oh no I haven’t spoken to Michael recently”

Side note
Side note I HATE when I have unresolved issues for the day and everyone decides to head to bed. Like I’m tryna sleep with some closure rn. Right now I’m stressed about the Adam situation but everyone done went and took they asses to bed so I’m gonna have to wait to deal with this further. Hate it here.

In conclusion, if you asked me before the veto ceremony I’d be like “yeah everything’s amazing, doing great” now we’re here and I’m SUFFERING. For all I know I could wake up and all of this is water under the bridge, but on the other hand for all I know I could wake up and I’m public enemy #1 for next week. So I guess imma go to sleep and find out now. Night :l

I love your detailed DR entries sm <3

lmao have people really been struggling to keep up the the 100 word count for DRs? Adam had to ask me "did your DR hit 100 words?" while christian was like "I didn't realize I needed 100 to get the points ffs"

Meanwhile my DRs have been 1500 words and 1000 words help

April: "The 100 words are a LOT"

PLEEEAAAASSEEE

I would write my long ass DR rn but I gotta catch some sleep cause I’m gonna be at work for a while tomorrow. Also fair warning if I miss the HoH, that is the reason. If I do get home we’ll before the HoH then I’ll write my DR then

Utter bewilderment is an extreme understatement to how I’m feeling right now

Day 4 I think DR Plus Trust Rankings

Ok i'm gonna try keeping the first part of this DR concise at least and make the trust rankings more beefy. Just gonna run through current events first

Zayn?
That exit was extra a bit. First of all I don't know who exactly he was referring to when he initially made the post (If I was one of them chile needs to read my message back again) but like idk it was like um? The point of lying is to try keeping you off my ass if you stay lol. Just so happened he didn't, Oops.

12 Person alliances
Am I aloud to refuse to give consent to joining these alliances cause??? I can;t have any clue who is doing this at this point but I can't think of any good reason for it other than to try creating some type of Chaos? although it's not working cause no one really cares anymore. That or this serial alliance maker Is just really bad at making alliances.

Thots
Hottie might as well just have placed in a bet for the HoH tbh she made this alliance with immaculate timing. I was impressed lmao. I'll take my sweet sweet top 20 spot.

Michael made an Oopsie
YIKES lmao. Although that's lowkey embarrassing I feel like the care for it has passed especially considering he is not being targeted this week. I think he really got lucky with Christian winning specifically because he was super keen about leaving the big target around longer which I agree with. But yeah that was fucking hilarious lmao.

Noms
I've been getting very lucky with the noms. We are at the point where if I can get rid of Stefan this round that will leave Scooby as the only one I still really need to form a relationship with. that included with the fact that I haven't talked to the other noms much either.

Trust Rankings:

1: It's me.
I do this everytime you ask me to do this

2: SZA
The top 5 or so are really close enough together they could all be #1 but imma still put em in an order. Me and SZA have been pretty close since the first hour or two and I still feel like I can probably trust her the most

3: Robin
Grouping Robin in this top group that I don't know what to do with. It seems with a lot of people they find Robin to be someone who isn't very talkative so I feel like I'm one of the people Robin talks to more often which makes her even more valuable to me if I have a decent feeling i'm around the top of her list aswell. I just have to keep her off the block because she might be hard to save lol

4: April
April still seems really trust worthy to me not much to say here mainly a lot of the same things I said for SZA

5: Veronica
I'm realizing I don't know when the cut off time is cause the post was deleted so I'm gonna go ahead and hurry my ass up with this but Veronica is basically the same explanation as April and SZA

6: Christian
While he's up there he's not exactly in the clumped group that is Veronica and up for me just yet just because he is the one person in the 6 that I didn't speak with until after it's formation but regardless he seems really trustworthy, seems to have a good strategic mind which is nice plus he can win stuff for me love that

7: Adam
This one chile. I trust him but the reason he is easily the bottom of the 6 is due to that fact that he is very spiratic and paranoid. He's gonna do something eventually that's gonna put a big square ass target on his back. Until that happens however I believe he does have my back.

8: Kelly Kapoor:
Love her energy. Not in any group alliance with me but one of the strongest individual relationships I have for sure and I'm hoping I can go far with her.

9: Hottie
I am slightly worried about the thing a couple days ago about her potentially trying to stack up alliances but for this point in time I think I can trust her. Just gotta keep an eye out lol

10: Michael
Kinda goofed up but I'm ok with it cause he said he trusted me in that thing which is good enough for me to trust him back. He's just at 10 because I don't trust him to not do random dumb shit anymore

11: Klaus
I feel pretty alright with him now that he knows I saved him twice so for him I'm just kinda hoping he repays the favour lol. However as time goes on he could easily end up being someone that starts dropping on this list

12: Jackie
Was a tougher one to rank but she can definitely go up quickly to be honest, I feel like we get along well and we had a pretty decent game chat so I could see up being one of my top allies when things begin to reshuffle down the road

13: Dua
We're in the Thots so I feel like we're fine for now but it just feels like she's trying way too hard to be nice and it does not feel genuine at all lol. So we gonna stick her in the middle of the pack

14: Pope:
We're in an alliance together and I think we have decent conversations, I just don't see him being an ally of mine that long term but I guess we could still see it go up from here

15: Beast Boy:
He can definitely climb this list but he's down here for now because the first time I talked to him was when he won HoH lol. But we've been keeping up good convos since so he can def go up

16: Hange
I feel like everyone here up I think I can chill on if they win an HoH in the **Near** future, although by the end of this week I don't know where me and Hange will really stand cause I feel like our convos are becoming more generic so I gotta work on her a lil more.

17: Skeeter
Not much opportunity to talk to him yet although i'm doing much better with him than the rest of the noms this week so that's a thing. I feel like he could be a good ally I just need t develop the relationship a little more first

18: Red
Our conversations are kinda weird lol. We haven't really spoken about game at all yet but more so just meming so I guess Red can stay here?

19: Johnny
Johnny and Madison are almost interchangeable here. The only difference really is that Johnny hasn't frightened me with an ability to win competitions. But like everyone below him I think he wouldn't hesitate to put me up so he might aswell go ahead and get out this week since he is nominated now

20: Madison Beer
Out of the ones I have talked to the one I'd like to see gone the most is her. A, we've spoken two sentences to each other and B she's capable of winning comps meaning I should be scared of her. I will take any opportunity I can to see her leave early.

21: Scooby
I feel like He could be bumped higher but he is down here by default as the only other person I have yet to talk to

22: Stefan
Stefan and I haven't spoken a word (Until about 30 seconds ago he just shot me a DM now that he's nominated. That don't count. Ideally he is evicted this round.

Oh I found the post I had like 25 minutes to spare for this whew. And yes this is doubling as my DR for Monday we love a 13$ DR whew