Confessional entries

I saw Angela Rockstar retweet about a Big Brother game but I never thought I was signing up for something that feels so real. I know I get to experience this from the comfort of my home, but everything feel like a bubble in here right now. The odd part is getting used to talking with people that are pretending to be celebrities. I know I'm not really talking with Kylie Jenner, faking, pretending that I am is surreal.


I came in hot wanting to get the first hoh. It was an easy voting challenge, I figured it would get the ball rolling on securing some allies. People would have to come to me, I could weed out the ones I vibe with the most. I didn't realize Jim had already spoken up about wanting it, I backed down right away when I found out. I know this is not the only reason Pedro is not sitting well with me so far, but him coming in even later and insisting on getting the hoh rubs me the wrong way. Let Jim have it, let him take out the less active. His insistence raises doubt with me. I'm in no position to be going after the men in this game, there is very few of us, but my eye rests firmly on him.


My allies right now, in order would be Syd, Harley Quinn, Buffy Summers and Jim Halpert. The rest are still works in progress but I intend on adding SpongeBob SquarePants to that list in the very near future.

I'm in a group full of women and cartoon characters. The few "good" men are myself, Russell Brand who keeps sending me messages talking about irrelevant stuff that I don't understand, Jim who gives me goody-goody vibes and Pedro, my competition. I don't like Pedro. I need a way to take Pedro out. There can only be one pretty boy.

Dude Pedro, stfu

This Buffy girl is going to be a party pooper. She takes everything I say on the public threads so intense. I might have to just shut up or cut her.

Why is Pedro all over me? I have a room with Jim and him, we already had a direct message chain going and now he just started a new one. My guy, let me breathe.

I'm really shit up a creek with being a guy in a cast full of women. I decided to get to work and be a ladies man. On the right I have Syd who I plan on showmancing the pants off of. To the left I have Buffy Summers who I plan on building strong bonds with. Best case scenario is that we all work different angles. I just don't know how to bring them together.

Thank you for putting your thoughts in here

I thought we had to LOL

I go back and forth on trusting Buffy. I want to give her information but I now fear she's telling Pedro and that's why he's being weird and on my ass today.

This morning I was inclined to believe my alliance with Syd would withstand the tides of times. I still think we'll be good together, but we're becoming more and more just about the physical aspect. Meanwhile it's Buffy Summers, the one who kept scolding me that I'm building a bridge with. I want to find a way to link those two with Jim and Spongebob. We would make a nice, strong, balanced alliance.


Expendables: Madison, Natalie, Pedro, Cameron, Bob the Builder, Ultimate, Kway. Amy Schumer, Kylie, Russell and Villanelle.

When I pass by the Big 10 room, I smell the stench of disaster.

When I say I screamed LMAO <3

I have to switch gears because things with Buffy really solidified today. She's still not giving me much information but she's guiding me in the right direction. I feel like she protects me without making it obvious. Syd is still someone I value, but I have to cut the flirting off. I don't want to get caught in the middle.

Buffy Summers is by far my main ally but I think I keep disappointing her. I want to contribute but it makes it worse so I will stop.

I really do want to be completely open with Buffy. I just keep putting my foot in my whole mouth. Do I want to tell her right now that I already told Spongebob about the 10? More than anything. It guts me to lie to her even if the lie is by omission. I'm just scared that I will strike out with her and she will cut me.