Confessions of a Teenage Drama Queen

The way some of these players are owed anything is hilarious. Get over yourself, you’re not that special. These evicted players just liking all this anti-steamroll propaganda is beyond ridiculous. Then the jurors who are jumping on the bandwagon. We get it, you’re bitter. I don’t get how these people can say they were wronged when they were shady AF. Get out of here.

At this point my next two targets are Christian and SZA. They clearly don’t want to work with me so why bother? They’re both competent in challenges so that’s an issue as well. They’d be my nominations for sure, but the problem is a replacement nomination. I guess I’d have to put up Veronica because I think she’d be more likely to stay.

Once those two go, then I think I’d have to get out Veronica and Beast in some order. They’re easily the biggest contenders to win the whole thing and I’m not going to take any chancese. Veronica is so under the radar and hasn’t done anything to piss off the jury, whereas Beast is the obvious threat to win. I thought I’d take him to finals thinking people would listen to logic, but they’re so beyond bitter I feel like they wouldn’t listen to anything I have to say. Too bad they don’t realize I’m an even bigger snake than Beast.

Finally I’d end up in a final three with Scooby and Hange, where Hange and I would compete hard in the final HOH and both would take me to finals, but more realistically, Hange and I would be the main contenders. Also Scooby wouldn’t be pissed because I’m not offering him a finals deal. But who knows with this jury?

I need to work on my resume again.

1. I was able to vote in the minority AND have that information publicly disclosed and still managed to not be on anyone’s radar.
Say what you want to say, but in this game, especially early on, most people want to vote with the house majority and those who do not never divulge their votes. I was able to do damage control with people I voted against, which gave me credibility with them as well as other people who noticed I voted in the minority and was upfront about it, allowing me to actually sneak by and get away with throwing rogue votes every now and then (like voting against Rob when Adam left and voting against SZA when Dua left).

2. I had enough money to transfer to Beast for his mystery HOH.

This might confuse people too but when Johnny left he gave me his money and then I transferred my money to Beast. This was done for a few reasons.

• One, I technically wouldn’t be possessing it so I would never be the one guilty of lying about having it. So if anyone asked if I had it, no I didn’t.

• Two, I needed Beast to have 100% trust in me, and if he didn’t before, I think this sealed the deal for him. I needed to show that if there’s anyone he can trust this season, it’s me. And while that may not seem like a big deal, I absolutely believe it does because I was able to stay on his good side while all his other allies were betrayed by him at one point or another.

.The mystery HOH was always going to be a joint decision so it didn’t matter who had it. Our nominations changed a whole lot, but whenever he mentioned throwing Scooby or Christian, who I trusted more than him at the time, I would go and deflect it so they wouldn’t be nominated, as I wanted them to feel relaxed. We bounced around a ton of ideas and he ended up doing SZA/Dua, who I had the least interaction with, so this was perfect for me.

3. I knew exactly where the diamond power of veto was the moment it was purchased and knew to weaponize Hottie.
Hottie approached me and asked me for my money but obviously I couldn’t do that since I already gave money away to Beast but I knew she was close to having it and she even told me how she got her money. I wanted to make sure that she was on my side and she even started to express doubt about Beast which was perfect for my game because he would be the one she would likely to use the dpov on, if not me. From the dynamics at that point I also knew she was not as powerful as I thought, as the April/Adam faction already had their claws in about half the house so I knew she had bigger fish to fry and as long as I was not in her top six targets I knew I was golden. Ultimately she ended up using her diamond veto on a round when Skeeter won Head of Household, and instead of going after someone like me, she nominated April which was a mistake on her behalf.

4. I was able to have April get evicted under my HOH despite her surviving the block three times.
April might have been a lot of things but the girl knew what she was doing and played one of the best social games out of all the pre-jurors. The way it took so many rounds to get her out is impressive but since we hardly exchanged messages she was easily my biggest threat and I needed her to get out the game. I know that Beast had a bunch of side deals going on and kept voting to keep her at least twice so I had to make sure I nominated one of his allies to force him to vote the way I wanted him to vote.

5. I thwarted a plan to backdoor Beast whenever Hottie was HOH because I knew I needed him to go after Hottie and use the mystery HOH.
People complain that I haven’t been able to act on my own but I knew that Beast going was detrimental to my game because he had the mystery HOH and that was going to be my safeguard going into the double eviction. In addition, Hottie proved to be untrustworthy after coming up with a backdoor plan and only showing up out of convenience. So I needed a strong competitor to go after her anyway.

The way I feel like Sandra Diaz Twine in HvV. I’m trying to help these people out and they’re making some dumbass moves to expose themselves. I’m pretty sure that Scooby is being set up by Veronica and Beast though. But I am not telling him shit until I get into a position of power because he’s going to waltz over to her. I need Veronica out of the picture. Even if Scooby really is the leak, I need to make sure he realizes he was played by these others and we need them to get the fuck out.

Anyway Beast won HOH and won veto. He nominated SZA and Christian. Kept nominations the same. The only upside is people are beyond annoyed he wouldn’t make a move against us so maybe that’s something I can use against him if he wins.

I’m getting the feeling that I’m back in the bottom of his little ranking. He told Hange Veronica wanted me out but he didn’t tell me about it.

The worst part about all this is that I’m in the middle of a winter freeze and so we have a blackout with very shitty internet connections. Not the ideal timing for all this fuck my life.