Confessional entries

That was meant to say own mouth

We're used to typos don't worry sksksk

I came on here hot and ready to expose everyone and everything this morning. I was ready to use Daenerys's dragons and burn the whole thing down except the 4 people I'm loyal to in this game (JABSS).


Jim was ok with it. Syd was ok with it. Buffy said no so we all know who won.

I didn't like last night, not even a little bit.


The truths
There was a big 10 alliance and I was part of it. I do consider Buffy my real final 2 and she did tell me what DW was going to do for nominations. I also believe that Buffy probably tried to target Jim, but I was never involved in that. I believe she knows that I would try and sway her another way because she knows I like Jim a lot. I trust that she has my best interest even when she is looking out for her own game. I do get a feeling like maybe she did too much socially with Russell *shrugs*. It won't make be stray from her so I don't care.


The rest is all a lie. I never have a hand in the nominations unless I win the hoh. No one really talks strategy with me. The strategy I get is Buffy telling me what happening. Everyone else chats on egg shells with me, even Jim now.

I know Buffy would not be happy about this, but I will probably pull a Ben (I can't believe I'm saying this) and ask to get voted out when we get down to final 4. I don't think I can betray Jim, Syd and Spongebob. I would prefer to be on the jury and give her my vote than to have to take the seat away from people that actually showed compassion when I was really struggling earlier. I'm not used to all these feelings. I'm your average country white guy that likes to fish and ride dirt bikes. I don't get choked up about the internet.

I hope I win hoh again soon. I just want to have a say in something.

I don't know why I'm so annoyed right now. Just going to sit here and play with my crayons.

I'm done being the stay at home game husband . I will never betray Buffy but I'm branching out. I'm really enjoying my talks with Dany and I want to play with her longer than originally intended. I'd even be inclined to replace Syd with her.

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I will put an alarm for 3 pm. Please don't nominate me . I will nominate as soon as I get up.

I don't know why I feel so much insincerity from Jim lately. It really is troubling me.

How close did I come to just straight up putting Villanelle up. Bullet dodged on that one. I was 100% going to backdoor her if I got the chance but kudos to her on the veto win. Can't be mad, just got to respect and roll up the sleeves for next time.

Who knew I could actually be mad over this game. I could have beat Villanelle if I wasn't such a pussy. I wanted Kway to win it since I didn't want to show my hand by taking him off the block. I confirmed with Cent the timestamp and it looks like I could have beaten her by about 15 seconds if I sent my answers in instead of posting in the thread. I have nothing even against Villanelle but the frustration of her winning every veto, I will make it my mission to get her out. If I don't, I will leave trying. I bet this is exactly how the rest feels about Buffy and I thought .

I hope Villanelle is being for real right now because I actually do want to work with her. Don't touch Buffy and we're cool .