Confessionals

All this BB All Stars talk is the most boring shit I have ever read.

Last time I played, this was a fun part because I was so busy trying to learn the forum and hating on Pedro. Now that I know what I'm doing and I can't find a new Pedro yet, I'm bored. Everyone is fake, everyone is doing the boring small talk. I wish we had the hoh going on now so there could be some scrambling. Sorry Arisa and Saoirse, but I think I want to be messy this time around. I want to have fun, but the devilish sort of fun.

As for game, where to start. I approached a few people like Tinashe, Carter, Nottie, Keesha & AOC. Then you have Daphne (back to that in a jiffy) & Billie who came to me with the flirty DM. Sunflower and Audrey were also the ones to DM me, but they didn't attack me with flirting so I appreciate that. Nottie randomly put me in a Gentlemen's alliance with him and Aang. We'll see I guess. I miss Jim Halpert .


Back to Daphne. What are the odds the first person to send me a flirty DM is the girl with the Sarah Michelle Gellar avatar. It took me about an hour before I could even reply. I know it's not her, but the odds freaked me right out.

I hate that we can't edit in here because I keep forgetting talking points. I think as of right now my best vibes are with Keesha, Carter & Nottie. I don't know how far that will take me with such a big cast. I will have to be even more social tomorrow. Yippee

I love hearing your DRs!! Apologies I'm not playing to be your Jimmy this season

I really do miss you. I don't want to bro hug anyone so far .

My very first exchange with Megan Fox
Me to Megan: "Sorry about the casting call not being what you expected lol."
Her reply: "It's okay because we're dating now so let's power couple the shit outta this joint. lmao"

Nottie: "looks like we are outnumbered 26-6 or something?"


Bahahahahaha

I wanted to lay low, not flirt, not win many challenges. I don't think that will happen. Everyone is flirting and it's legit 28 vs 7 lol. I will need those hoh wins to keep me warm at night. I still don't plan to flirt. I think Megan already hates me for it.

Answering direct messages is a full time job today. I can't keep up and I'm not a fan of it.

First vote, I'm already lying my ass off. I'm telling everyone I voted to evict Leslie . I just didn't like how Alycia was the only one talking to me, asking for my vote, while everyone else is trying to sell me that she's inactive. I'm going rogue this season.

Layla comes to me 3 days in and I feel annoyed about that. Then I remember I didn't approach her either so who am I to salt over her tardiness? It's just obvious I'm a side thought.

My Pedro = Michael
My Jim = Dean (It doesn't feel the same though )
My SpongeBob = Sandra
My main person = Carter

Why did my heart just flutter reading Sandra's last DM? I felt my Pedro. Could it be?

I think my Aaron is coming out tonight and I got to put him back in his box. Shirley really made my blood boil using words like gaslighting when I was telling the truth. You ignored me, you didn't win hoh, take your L.

Stay strong <3